Seventeen Steps (5/?)
Title: Seventeen Steps (5/?)
Author: millionstar
Pairing: Belldom (AU)
Rating: Will vary, this chapter: PG
Warnings: None
Beta: ophelia1971, whom I cannot thank enough. &hearts
Summary: Matthew is intrigued by his newest neighbor.
Feedback: Would be lovely, if you are so inclined.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse; the following is pure fiction.
Author's Note: This is a very long chapter, 3225 words. Erm, sorry? I'd also like to say thanks to Chantal, Lizz and Katy for their constant support. Love you all. (Why yes, I *am* feeling overly emotional tonight. :P)
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Dedication: For Sarah(h_s_doodles). &hearts
Nova moved fluidly through the plastic seaweed in her aquarium. Matthew adjusted the light in her tank just a bit before lying on the bed.
“That better, love? I hope you don’t mind me bringing you in the bedroom for a few nights? Thought you might want a change of scenery for a bit. Well, that’s not true exactly. I thought if I were going to talk to you all the time I may as well have you close to me at night too.” He turned onto his stomach after turning out the light and hugged his pillow.
Matthew settled into a comfortable position, grinning into his pillow. He flushed at the thought of Dominic’s last words to him this morning.
“It’s a date. And, Matthew?”
“Yes?”
“Thank you.”
“For what?”
“This.”
As Dominic had uttered that last word he gently took Matthew’s hand. He held it tightly, running his thumbs across Matthew’s fingertips before stroking the back of his hand. Meeting Matthew’s eyes, he brought Matthew’s hand to his lips and kissed it softly. Just as suddenly, Dominic released Matthew’s hand and they stared out at the pond, tossing pieces of bread to the ducks, shy smiles on both their faces.
“I really like him, Nova,” he whispered, caressing the warm glass of her tank. “I hope he likes me too.”
Matthew slept.
The next morning Matthew woke with butterflies in his stomach. Watching the sun rise through his window, he found himself wondering if Dominic was awake yet… if Dominic’s bed was comfortable… if Dominic’s arms were as soft to touch as Matthew suspected they were. He shook his head, sitting up in bed - Christ, Matthew, calm down! A glance at the clock told him it was only 7:30 am. He wasn’t meeting up with Dominic until much later, and had no pupils coming today. Matthew knew, though, that he would go mad if he sat here all day doing nothing. Stretching, he reached across the bed for his phone and dialed Chris’ number. When the phone was answered Matthew smiled at the sound of the little Wolstenholmes coming from the other end.
An exasperated Chris finally spoke. “Hello?”
“Christopher! How’s my favorite daddy this morning?” Matthew chirped cheerfully.
Chris groaned. “Not so loud, Matt! And turn down the perkiness, yeah?”
“Someone woke up in a grumpy mood, huh?”
“Sorry, sorry“ Chris sighed. “The kids are already going full steam, I and, well, I broke the toilet somehow. You laugh and I will hang up on you, Bellamy.”
“How about if I chuckle?” Matthew asked, feeling cheeky.
“Oi! What’s new with you?” Chris knelt down, examining the back of the toilet, squinting at it as though it were a foreign object. He picked up a wrench, eyeing it warily. If he could fix this before Kelly found out about it he would feel much better.
“Nothing, really. Well, there is something. I met someone.”
Chris dropped the wrench, wincing as it hit his big toe. “What?” he said quietly.
Matthew was taken aback at Chris’ sudden seriousness. He began to chew on his thumbnail, suddenly uneasy. “Yeah, he moved into my building not too long ago and we, well, we sort of hit it off. His name is Dominic.”
“But… well, is he a good guy? What‘s he like? Is he trustworthy?“
“I think he is; we’re still getting to know each other, but I get a good vibe from him. I‘m seeing him tonight.” Matthew frowned at the realization that he really didn’t know that much about Dominic. Hopefully that would change tonight.
“Where are you going tonight?” Chris asked, sitting down on the edge of the bathtub.
“Not sure, we’re just going to see where the evening takes us. I thought I’d show him around town.”
“Good. We’ll be at the shop late; Kelly, for some unknown reason, has booked three weddings today. How about you bring him by. I want to meet him.”
Matthew smiled. So that’s what all this was about. “Chris, you don’t need to look out for me.”
Chris interrupted him. “I know I don’t need to. I choose to. I‘d better go, Matt, and try to fix this toilet.”
“YOU? Ah. Are you sure that’s a good idea?”
“You’re worse than Kelly,” Chris muttered as he hung up.
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Dominic lingered outside Matthew’s flat. He fidgeted, hesitating every time he started to knock on the door. He took a deep breath and smiled to himself. You’re being silly, don’t worry, it’s going to be fine. He closed his eyes for a fleeting moment, his fingers twitching at the memory of Matthew’s hand in his own. Opening his eyes again, he checked his phone one last time, ensuring that it was indeed on in case They needed to contact him. He hoped that he would be spared tonight. I need one night, please? Just when he had gathered the courage to knock on the door, the door opened unexpectedly… and Dominic’s breath promptly left his body at the sight of Matthew.
“Hi,” Matthew greeted him, all brilliant smiles and shining blue eyes. His hair was spiked out in all directions. I want to touch it. He was dressed in black from head to toe, with the top three buttons on his shirt undone. This was the reason that Dominic’s eyes were transfixed on the silver chain that rested against the creamy skin of Matthew’s neck. I want… I want… The taut muscles there trembled as Matthew cleared his throat. The sudden noise caused Dominic to look away quickly, cheeks burning.
“Oh, man. I’ve just been caught checking you out, haven’t I? Not too smooth, am I?” Dominic proclaimed sheepishly.
Matthew waved his hand. “Don’t worry about it - I already told you that flattery would get you everywhere, didn’t I?” He grinned as he locked the door to his flat. “I hereby reserve the right to check you out tonight as well, you know. So we‘re even, yeah?”
“Fair enough,” Dominic snorted, laughing as they made their way down the hallway. “Still, you checking me out? I’m nothing special.”
Matthew grabbed Dominic by the arm, stopping him in his tracks. He looked Dominic in the eye. “Don’t say that. Please,” he said softly. Matthew was determined for Dominic to feel nothing but confident tonight. He smoothed Dominic’s hair gently before smiling at him and hooking their arms together. His voice changed suddenly to a much more cheerful tone. “So, Mr. Howard. I’m all yours this evening, what would you like to do?”
Dominic held Matthew’s arm tightly. “Don’t care what we do as long as I get to be with you.” He marveled at the way Matthew was already making him feel. For the first time in months he felt relevant and wanted, and it was fantastic. They walked down the street, Matthew pointing out various shops and landmarks. Dominic now knew that apparently the only place in Devon to buy a newspaper was Liam’s newsstand. He hoped that he would be able to fit in here so effortlessly, the way that Matthew seemed to.
Matthew thought about Chris’ earlier request, but was afraid to put Dominic in a situation where he might feel uncomfortable. As they neared Kelly’s shop Matthew stopped and pointed.
“See that flower shop? My friend Chris and his wife run it,” he beamed.
Dominic cocked an eyebrow at him. “Your friend Chris, the one you consider a brother?”
“The very same! Where are you going?”
Dominic began walking toward the shop.
“I want to get a closer look,” he explained. As they neared the door Chris spotted them through the front window, his face lighting up. He hurriedly waved them both inside.
The shop was in a state of disarray, to say the least. Stems and greenery littered the floor and the design tables. Half-unfurled bolts of ribbon were stacked in a cardboard box near the back door. Clearly the weddings Kelly had booked were substantial ones; Matt could not remember ever seeing the shop looking this ransacked.
“Come on in, guys. Just mind the mess,” Chris called out cheerfully. Matthew began to make introductions, but Chris wasted no time. He made a beeline for Dominic and put one hand out. “You must be Dominic, I’m Chris, it’s really nice to meet you.”
Dominic smiled. “It’s nice to meet you too. You have a beautiful shop, truly!”
“Normally I would agree with you,” Chris nodded, laughing. “However, it looks like a bomb went off in here tonight.”
Matthew’s mouth was still hung open at the sight of the mess. “Wow.”
“Tell me about it. Kelly and the crew have been here since four this morning working on bouquets and altar pieces. They’re all out setting up at the churches now, which means they’ve been at it for,” Chris looked at his watch, “fourteen hours straight now. And we still have to retrieve rental pieces before the night is out.”
Matthew nodded. He opened his mouth to speak, but then realized Dominic was nowhere to be seen. He turned around, frowning. He and Chris walked to the back of the shop and found Dominic kneeling down in front of little Ernie’s portable crib, deep in conversation with Chris and Kelly‘s youngest child.
“Well, hello there little lad,” Dominic whispered. “Aren’t you absolutely adorable?”
Ernie cooed at Dominic, reaching out for him. Dominic laughed and started to reach for the baby then dropped his hands suddenly, blushing.
Chris smiled warmly at Dominic. “You can pick him up if you like. It seems he’s quite taken with you already! We were able to arrange playdates for the others today, but had to bring Ernie in with us.”
“You don’t mind?” Dominic asked.
“Not at all!” Chris replied, excusing himself as his mobile rang.
Matthew watched as Dominic removed his leather jacket and bent down, gently picking Ernie up. The baby sighed, one fist in his mouth, and looked up at Dominic with wide eyes before resting his head on Dominic‘s chest.
Matthew walked closer. He reached out and stroked Ernie’s hair. “Well hello, you. Long time no see, young Mister Wolstenholme!”
Ernie whined and proceeded to turn his head away, Matthew furrowing his brow. “Hmmmph. Fine, be that way!”
They both collapsed into giggles as Ernie balled up the shoulder of Dominic’s white tshirt and began to suck on it.
“I hate to break up the party, but Kelly needs me at the church,” he groaned. “I’d better pack the little one up and head out.”
“You’re gonna take him with you?” Matthew asked. “But it’s started raining outside, it would be a shame to drag him out in this weather.”
“I’ll have to. There’s no-one to look after him.”
Dominic looked at Matthew. “We could stay here with him until Chris gets back, couldn’t we?”
“Absolutely not! You two had plans for tonight, and I‘m confident that babysitting was not on the agenda. I‘ll be gone for at least an hour or so.” Chris interrupted.
Matthew smiled. “Let us keep him for you. We’ll order some take out and hang out here, we don’t mind at all.”
“Seriously, I‘d love to,” Dominic offered, rocking Ernie in his arms. “I’m not ready to give him up quite yet anyway!”
Chris raised his hands in surrender. “Fair enough. I officially owe you both now. His bottles are in the nappy bag with everything else. He’ll need to be fed again in an hour or so. I’ll lock up so that no customers bother you: it‘s close to closing time anyway.” He gave Ernie a kiss on the head and pointed one finger at him. “No wild parties, yeah? Keep Matthew and Dominic in check.”
He winked at Matthew as he left. I do believe Chris approves, Matthew thought to himself. The thought made him especially pleased.
An hour later Ernie was sleeping in his crib, no doubt exhausted after being carried around the tiny shop while Matthew gave Dominic a tour. Empty Chinese takeout containers had joined the mess on the design tables, and the sight inspired Matthew and Dominic to clean up the shop for Kelly.
“What is Chris’s wife like?” Dominic asked. He grabbed a broom and began sweeping while Matthew began putting up various tools and picking up stray stems.
“She’s brilliant. I can’t wait for you to see the two of them together, to be honest,” Matthew replied. “They’re the textbook example of what a happy couple look like. They amaze me at just how deeply in love they are after all these years. So many people seem to be so miserable in the world today. It‘s reassuring to see that true happiness is, after all, attainable. It gives me hope, you know?” He looked up to see Dominic observing him curiously, a faint smile on his lips.
“And what of you, Matthew? Do you believe that sort of happiness is possible for everyone?”
Running his hands through his hair, Matthew considered the question. “I think that a select few people are lucky enough to have true love magically fall into their laps. Even then, I think that it takes effort from both partners to maintain it.” He glanced at Dominic. “And you?”
“I’m a hopeless romantic, I’m afraid. I absolutely believe that it’s out there for me. The alternative, frankly, is unacceptable. Simple as that, really!” Dominic laughed. “I may not find it until I’m an old man, but then again,” he met Matthew’s eyes, “I may find it much sooner. You never know.”
“Here’s hoping it’s sooner. For both of us.” Matthew replied happily.
The sound of the front door being unlocked made them both jump.
“Oh my GOD!!!”
Kelly walked slowly around the shop, eyes wide, mouth hung open. She turned suddenly, pointing at Matthew and Dominic. “You… did the two of you clean all this up yourselves? Angels. You are both absolute angels!” She wandered over to Ernie‘s crib, peeking in on the sleeping baby. “I am shattered, completely shattered, Chris is still packing up equipment. The thought of having to come back here and clean this mess up was making me sick to my stomach!” Impulsively she gave Matthew a hug before turning to Dominic.
“You must be Dominic! It’s so lovely to meet you!” Kelly gushed. Matthew grinned as she proceeded to walk over to Dominic. “I heard that Ernie is quite taken with you. Thank you for agreeing to look after him! I should warn you, I’m going to hug you - is that okay?”
“Of course it is,” he replied happily, as Kelly wrapped her arms around him tightly.
As she released him, her demeanor changed. She pushed the two of them toward the door. “Okay. That’s it. You two get out of here - and that is an order. Try to salvage the remainder of your evening! And, truly, thank you so much for being so kind. Matthew, talk to you soon. Dominic, I hope to see you again very soon.”
And so, after bidding Kelly good night, they found themselves outside in the rain. Dominic’s mobile beeped. The two of them ducked under the awning of the local bakery so that Dominic could check his message. His heart sank at what he saw on the tiny screen and he found himself suddenly unable to meet Matthew’s eyes.
Matthew was disappointed as well as he could tell that their first date was about to end suddenly. He raised Dominic‘s chin with two of his fingers. “Hey. It’s okay. If you need to go, I understand,” Matthew said gently.
“I’m afraid I have to - I- I’m really sorry. Please believe that.” He grasped Matthew’s fingers, holding them tightly, stroking them with his thumb. “Can, can I see you again?”
“Absolutely,” Matthew replied warmly.
As he began to walk away, he called out to Matthew. “I’ll call you tomorrow. Thanks for tonight, by the way. Most interesting first date I’ve ever had.”
Matthew smiled and waved at him before turning on his heel to head for home. The rain was getting heavier so he began to walk faster. Just then he heard footsteps coming from behind him and felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned to see Dominic in front of him, soaked to the bone, water coursing down his body. Dominic cupped Matthew’s face in his hands, tracing the outline of Matthew‘s cheekbones with one fingertip. Matthew closed his eyes at the sensation, his heartbeat increasing.
“I forgot something…” he whispered, before pressing his lips to Matthew’s softly. They looked at each other for a second before Matthew put his arms around Dominic’s neck and gifted him with a series of soft pecks to his lips and cheeks. Dominic ran his hands through Matthew’s wet hair, moaning softly into each gentle kiss. Impatiently, Dominic licked gently at Mathew’s bottom lip. Matthew opened up to him eagerly, deepening the kiss, sighing contentedly as their tongues met for the first time. Despite the cool rain that was falling on them, in this moment they both felt impossibly warm and content. Matthew pulled away, desperate for a quick look at those beautiful grey eyes, before leaning back in for another kiss. Dominic’s hands flew to Matthew’s lower back, bunching Matthew’s wet shirt in his hands.
Matthew whined in protest as Dominic pulled away reluctantly. Resting their foreheads against each other, they willed their breathing to return to normal. Eventually they parted without a word, Dominic walking back down the street hurriedly.
As soon as Matthew got back to his flat, he got out of his wet clothes and drew a hot bath. He stayed there for a long time, smiling, running his fingertips over his lips.
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Chris could not believe his luck. It had really been a nightmare of a day. All he was trying to do was disassemble the large candleabra at the church, yet somehow he’d managed to cut himself on the outer edge of the casing. He hated hospitals, but knew that he needed to be stitched up. After he’d seen the doctor he’d gathered his things and made his way to leave, he’d noticed a figure in the corner of his eye.
Dominic?
Chris walked to the end of the corridor and saw Dominic walking with his arm around a young blonde woman. She was unsteady on her feet, dragging an IV bag with her as they walked. Chris turned on his heel, not wanting to interrupt, until he heard Dominic speak.
“You’re everything to me, everything. I’m not going anywhere, love. I‘m here. Okay?”
Chris turned back just in time to see Dominic place a kiss on her cheek, as she cried and hugged him tightly. Just then, Dominic turned around and saw Chris standing there, anger and confusion evident on his face. Warily, Dominic asked a nurse to take the young lady back to her room before approaching him.
Chris spoke first, the words coming out much too fast for his liking. “This is none of my business, Dominic. But know this: I will not stand by and watch Matt get hurt again. Believe that.”
Dominic looked confused. “What? I - ohhhh. I see.” He began to laugh.
Chris was equally as confused. “What? What‘s so funny?”
“That woman you just saw me with? That’s my baby sister.”
Author: millionstar
Pairing: Belldom (AU)
Rating: Will vary, this chapter: PG
Warnings: None
Beta: ophelia1971, whom I cannot thank enough. &hearts
Summary: Matthew is intrigued by his newest neighbor.
Feedback: Would be lovely, if you are so inclined.
Disclaimer: I don't own Muse; the following is pure fiction.
Author's Note: This is a very long chapter, 3225 words. Erm, sorry? I'd also like to say thanks to Chantal, Lizz and Katy for their constant support. Love you all. (Why yes, I *am* feeling overly emotional tonight. :P)
One
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Three
Four
Dedication: For Sarah(h_s_doodles). &hearts
Nova moved fluidly through the plastic seaweed in her aquarium. Matthew adjusted the light in her tank just a bit before lying on the bed.
“That better, love? I hope you don’t mind me bringing you in the bedroom for a few nights? Thought you might want a change of scenery for a bit. Well, that’s not true exactly. I thought if I were going to talk to you all the time I may as well have you close to me at night too.” He turned onto his stomach after turning out the light and hugged his pillow.
Matthew settled into a comfortable position, grinning into his pillow. He flushed at the thought of Dominic’s last words to him this morning.
“It’s a date. And, Matthew?”
“Yes?”
“Thank you.”
“For what?”
“This.”
As Dominic had uttered that last word he gently took Matthew’s hand. He held it tightly, running his thumbs across Matthew’s fingertips before stroking the back of his hand. Meeting Matthew’s eyes, he brought Matthew’s hand to his lips and kissed it softly. Just as suddenly, Dominic released Matthew’s hand and they stared out at the pond, tossing pieces of bread to the ducks, shy smiles on both their faces.
“I really like him, Nova,” he whispered, caressing the warm glass of her tank. “I hope he likes me too.”
Matthew slept.
The next morning Matthew woke with butterflies in his stomach. Watching the sun rise through his window, he found himself wondering if Dominic was awake yet… if Dominic’s bed was comfortable… if Dominic’s arms were as soft to touch as Matthew suspected they were. He shook his head, sitting up in bed - Christ, Matthew, calm down! A glance at the clock told him it was only 7:30 am. He wasn’t meeting up with Dominic until much later, and had no pupils coming today. Matthew knew, though, that he would go mad if he sat here all day doing nothing. Stretching, he reached across the bed for his phone and dialed Chris’ number. When the phone was answered Matthew smiled at the sound of the little Wolstenholmes coming from the other end.
An exasperated Chris finally spoke. “Hello?”
“Christopher! How’s my favorite daddy this morning?” Matthew chirped cheerfully.
Chris groaned. “Not so loud, Matt! And turn down the perkiness, yeah?”
“Someone woke up in a grumpy mood, huh?”
“Sorry, sorry“ Chris sighed. “The kids are already going full steam, I and, well, I broke the toilet somehow. You laugh and I will hang up on you, Bellamy.”
“How about if I chuckle?” Matthew asked, feeling cheeky.
“Oi! What’s new with you?” Chris knelt down, examining the back of the toilet, squinting at it as though it were a foreign object. He picked up a wrench, eyeing it warily. If he could fix this before Kelly found out about it he would feel much better.
“Nothing, really. Well, there is something. I met someone.”
Chris dropped the wrench, wincing as it hit his big toe. “What?” he said quietly.
Matthew was taken aback at Chris’ sudden seriousness. He began to chew on his thumbnail, suddenly uneasy. “Yeah, he moved into my building not too long ago and we, well, we sort of hit it off. His name is Dominic.”
“But… well, is he a good guy? What‘s he like? Is he trustworthy?“
“I think he is; we’re still getting to know each other, but I get a good vibe from him. I‘m seeing him tonight.” Matthew frowned at the realization that he really didn’t know that much about Dominic. Hopefully that would change tonight.
“Where are you going tonight?” Chris asked, sitting down on the edge of the bathtub.
“Not sure, we’re just going to see where the evening takes us. I thought I’d show him around town.”
“Good. We’ll be at the shop late; Kelly, for some unknown reason, has booked three weddings today. How about you bring him by. I want to meet him.”
Matthew smiled. So that’s what all this was about. “Chris, you don’t need to look out for me.”
Chris interrupted him. “I know I don’t need to. I choose to. I‘d better go, Matt, and try to fix this toilet.”
“YOU? Ah. Are you sure that’s a good idea?”
“You’re worse than Kelly,” Chris muttered as he hung up.
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Dominic lingered outside Matthew’s flat. He fidgeted, hesitating every time he started to knock on the door. He took a deep breath and smiled to himself. You’re being silly, don’t worry, it’s going to be fine. He closed his eyes for a fleeting moment, his fingers twitching at the memory of Matthew’s hand in his own. Opening his eyes again, he checked his phone one last time, ensuring that it was indeed on in case They needed to contact him. He hoped that he would be spared tonight. I need one night, please? Just when he had gathered the courage to knock on the door, the door opened unexpectedly… and Dominic’s breath promptly left his body at the sight of Matthew.
“Hi,” Matthew greeted him, all brilliant smiles and shining blue eyes. His hair was spiked out in all directions. I want to touch it. He was dressed in black from head to toe, with the top three buttons on his shirt undone. This was the reason that Dominic’s eyes were transfixed on the silver chain that rested against the creamy skin of Matthew’s neck. I want… I want… The taut muscles there trembled as Matthew cleared his throat. The sudden noise caused Dominic to look away quickly, cheeks burning.
“Oh, man. I’ve just been caught checking you out, haven’t I? Not too smooth, am I?” Dominic proclaimed sheepishly.
Matthew waved his hand. “Don’t worry about it - I already told you that flattery would get you everywhere, didn’t I?” He grinned as he locked the door to his flat. “I hereby reserve the right to check you out tonight as well, you know. So we‘re even, yeah?”
“Fair enough,” Dominic snorted, laughing as they made their way down the hallway. “Still, you checking me out? I’m nothing special.”
Matthew grabbed Dominic by the arm, stopping him in his tracks. He looked Dominic in the eye. “Don’t say that. Please,” he said softly. Matthew was determined for Dominic to feel nothing but confident tonight. He smoothed Dominic’s hair gently before smiling at him and hooking their arms together. His voice changed suddenly to a much more cheerful tone. “So, Mr. Howard. I’m all yours this evening, what would you like to do?”
Dominic held Matthew’s arm tightly. “Don’t care what we do as long as I get to be with you.” He marveled at the way Matthew was already making him feel. For the first time in months he felt relevant and wanted, and it was fantastic. They walked down the street, Matthew pointing out various shops and landmarks. Dominic now knew that apparently the only place in Devon to buy a newspaper was Liam’s newsstand. He hoped that he would be able to fit in here so effortlessly, the way that Matthew seemed to.
Matthew thought about Chris’ earlier request, but was afraid to put Dominic in a situation where he might feel uncomfortable. As they neared Kelly’s shop Matthew stopped and pointed.
“See that flower shop? My friend Chris and his wife run it,” he beamed.
Dominic cocked an eyebrow at him. “Your friend Chris, the one you consider a brother?”
“The very same! Where are you going?”
Dominic began walking toward the shop.
“I want to get a closer look,” he explained. As they neared the door Chris spotted them through the front window, his face lighting up. He hurriedly waved them both inside.
The shop was in a state of disarray, to say the least. Stems and greenery littered the floor and the design tables. Half-unfurled bolts of ribbon were stacked in a cardboard box near the back door. Clearly the weddings Kelly had booked were substantial ones; Matt could not remember ever seeing the shop looking this ransacked.
“Come on in, guys. Just mind the mess,” Chris called out cheerfully. Matthew began to make introductions, but Chris wasted no time. He made a beeline for Dominic and put one hand out. “You must be Dominic, I’m Chris, it’s really nice to meet you.”
Dominic smiled. “It’s nice to meet you too. You have a beautiful shop, truly!”
“Normally I would agree with you,” Chris nodded, laughing. “However, it looks like a bomb went off in here tonight.”
Matthew’s mouth was still hung open at the sight of the mess. “Wow.”
“Tell me about it. Kelly and the crew have been here since four this morning working on bouquets and altar pieces. They’re all out setting up at the churches now, which means they’ve been at it for,” Chris looked at his watch, “fourteen hours straight now. And we still have to retrieve rental pieces before the night is out.”
Matthew nodded. He opened his mouth to speak, but then realized Dominic was nowhere to be seen. He turned around, frowning. He and Chris walked to the back of the shop and found Dominic kneeling down in front of little Ernie’s portable crib, deep in conversation with Chris and Kelly‘s youngest child.
“Well, hello there little lad,” Dominic whispered. “Aren’t you absolutely adorable?”
Ernie cooed at Dominic, reaching out for him. Dominic laughed and started to reach for the baby then dropped his hands suddenly, blushing.
Chris smiled warmly at Dominic. “You can pick him up if you like. It seems he’s quite taken with you already! We were able to arrange playdates for the others today, but had to bring Ernie in with us.”
“You don’t mind?” Dominic asked.
“Not at all!” Chris replied, excusing himself as his mobile rang.
Matthew watched as Dominic removed his leather jacket and bent down, gently picking Ernie up. The baby sighed, one fist in his mouth, and looked up at Dominic with wide eyes before resting his head on Dominic‘s chest.
Matthew walked closer. He reached out and stroked Ernie’s hair. “Well hello, you. Long time no see, young Mister Wolstenholme!”
Ernie whined and proceeded to turn his head away, Matthew furrowing his brow. “Hmmmph. Fine, be that way!”
They both collapsed into giggles as Ernie balled up the shoulder of Dominic’s white tshirt and began to suck on it.
“I hate to break up the party, but Kelly needs me at the church,” he groaned. “I’d better pack the little one up and head out.”
“You’re gonna take him with you?” Matthew asked. “But it’s started raining outside, it would be a shame to drag him out in this weather.”
“I’ll have to. There’s no-one to look after him.”
Dominic looked at Matthew. “We could stay here with him until Chris gets back, couldn’t we?”
“Absolutely not! You two had plans for tonight, and I‘m confident that babysitting was not on the agenda. I‘ll be gone for at least an hour or so.” Chris interrupted.
Matthew smiled. “Let us keep him for you. We’ll order some take out and hang out here, we don’t mind at all.”
“Seriously, I‘d love to,” Dominic offered, rocking Ernie in his arms. “I’m not ready to give him up quite yet anyway!”
Chris raised his hands in surrender. “Fair enough. I officially owe you both now. His bottles are in the nappy bag with everything else. He’ll need to be fed again in an hour or so. I’ll lock up so that no customers bother you: it‘s close to closing time anyway.” He gave Ernie a kiss on the head and pointed one finger at him. “No wild parties, yeah? Keep Matthew and Dominic in check.”
He winked at Matthew as he left. I do believe Chris approves, Matthew thought to himself. The thought made him especially pleased.
An hour later Ernie was sleeping in his crib, no doubt exhausted after being carried around the tiny shop while Matthew gave Dominic a tour. Empty Chinese takeout containers had joined the mess on the design tables, and the sight inspired Matthew and Dominic to clean up the shop for Kelly.
“What is Chris’s wife like?” Dominic asked. He grabbed a broom and began sweeping while Matthew began putting up various tools and picking up stray stems.
“She’s brilliant. I can’t wait for you to see the two of them together, to be honest,” Matthew replied. “They’re the textbook example of what a happy couple look like. They amaze me at just how deeply in love they are after all these years. So many people seem to be so miserable in the world today. It‘s reassuring to see that true happiness is, after all, attainable. It gives me hope, you know?” He looked up to see Dominic observing him curiously, a faint smile on his lips.
“And what of you, Matthew? Do you believe that sort of happiness is possible for everyone?”
Running his hands through his hair, Matthew considered the question. “I think that a select few people are lucky enough to have true love magically fall into their laps. Even then, I think that it takes effort from both partners to maintain it.” He glanced at Dominic. “And you?”
“I’m a hopeless romantic, I’m afraid. I absolutely believe that it’s out there for me. The alternative, frankly, is unacceptable. Simple as that, really!” Dominic laughed. “I may not find it until I’m an old man, but then again,” he met Matthew’s eyes, “I may find it much sooner. You never know.”
“Here’s hoping it’s sooner. For both of us.” Matthew replied happily.
The sound of the front door being unlocked made them both jump.
“Oh my GOD!!!”
Kelly walked slowly around the shop, eyes wide, mouth hung open. She turned suddenly, pointing at Matthew and Dominic. “You… did the two of you clean all this up yourselves? Angels. You are both absolute angels!” She wandered over to Ernie‘s crib, peeking in on the sleeping baby. “I am shattered, completely shattered, Chris is still packing up equipment. The thought of having to come back here and clean this mess up was making me sick to my stomach!” Impulsively she gave Matthew a hug before turning to Dominic.
“You must be Dominic! It’s so lovely to meet you!” Kelly gushed. Matthew grinned as she proceeded to walk over to Dominic. “I heard that Ernie is quite taken with you. Thank you for agreeing to look after him! I should warn you, I’m going to hug you - is that okay?”
“Of course it is,” he replied happily, as Kelly wrapped her arms around him tightly.
As she released him, her demeanor changed. She pushed the two of them toward the door. “Okay. That’s it. You two get out of here - and that is an order. Try to salvage the remainder of your evening! And, truly, thank you so much for being so kind. Matthew, talk to you soon. Dominic, I hope to see you again very soon.”
And so, after bidding Kelly good night, they found themselves outside in the rain. Dominic’s mobile beeped. The two of them ducked under the awning of the local bakery so that Dominic could check his message. His heart sank at what he saw on the tiny screen and he found himself suddenly unable to meet Matthew’s eyes.
Matthew was disappointed as well as he could tell that their first date was about to end suddenly. He raised Dominic‘s chin with two of his fingers. “Hey. It’s okay. If you need to go, I understand,” Matthew said gently.
“I’m afraid I have to - I- I’m really sorry. Please believe that.” He grasped Matthew’s fingers, holding them tightly, stroking them with his thumb. “Can, can I see you again?”
“Absolutely,” Matthew replied warmly.
As he began to walk away, he called out to Matthew. “I’ll call you tomorrow. Thanks for tonight, by the way. Most interesting first date I’ve ever had.”
Matthew smiled and waved at him before turning on his heel to head for home. The rain was getting heavier so he began to walk faster. Just then he heard footsteps coming from behind him and felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned to see Dominic in front of him, soaked to the bone, water coursing down his body. Dominic cupped Matthew’s face in his hands, tracing the outline of Matthew‘s cheekbones with one fingertip. Matthew closed his eyes at the sensation, his heartbeat increasing.
“I forgot something…” he whispered, before pressing his lips to Matthew’s softly. They looked at each other for a second before Matthew put his arms around Dominic’s neck and gifted him with a series of soft pecks to his lips and cheeks. Dominic ran his hands through Matthew’s wet hair, moaning softly into each gentle kiss. Impatiently, Dominic licked gently at Mathew’s bottom lip. Matthew opened up to him eagerly, deepening the kiss, sighing contentedly as their tongues met for the first time. Despite the cool rain that was falling on them, in this moment they both felt impossibly warm and content. Matthew pulled away, desperate for a quick look at those beautiful grey eyes, before leaning back in for another kiss. Dominic’s hands flew to Matthew’s lower back, bunching Matthew’s wet shirt in his hands.
Matthew whined in protest as Dominic pulled away reluctantly. Resting their foreheads against each other, they willed their breathing to return to normal. Eventually they parted without a word, Dominic walking back down the street hurriedly.
As soon as Matthew got back to his flat, he got out of his wet clothes and drew a hot bath. He stayed there for a long time, smiling, running his fingertips over his lips.
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Chris could not believe his luck. It had really been a nightmare of a day. All he was trying to do was disassemble the large candleabra at the church, yet somehow he’d managed to cut himself on the outer edge of the casing. He hated hospitals, but knew that he needed to be stitched up. After he’d seen the doctor he’d gathered his things and made his way to leave, he’d noticed a figure in the corner of his eye.
Dominic?
Chris walked to the end of the corridor and saw Dominic walking with his arm around a young blonde woman. She was unsteady on her feet, dragging an IV bag with her as they walked. Chris turned on his heel, not wanting to interrupt, until he heard Dominic speak.
“You’re everything to me, everything. I’m not going anywhere, love. I‘m here. Okay?”
Chris turned back just in time to see Dominic place a kiss on her cheek, as she cried and hugged him tightly. Just then, Dominic turned around and saw Chris standing there, anger and confusion evident on his face. Warily, Dominic asked a nurse to take the young lady back to her room before approaching him.
Chris spoke first, the words coming out much too fast for his liking. “This is none of my business, Dominic. But know this: I will not stand by and watch Matt get hurt again. Believe that.”
Dominic looked confused. “What? I - ohhhh. I see.” He began to laugh.
Chris was equally as confused. “What? What‘s so funny?”
“That woman you just saw me with? That’s my baby sister.”