Recovering...

[milleniumkeeper]

Hi guys. I'm sorry this entry has to be so short and plain, but I can only write with my left hand, and not only is it difficult, it's slow.

I'm not going to explain what exactly happened to me because I'm sure Yugi explained it to you already, and if he lft anything out, he did it because he knows I don't want you to know those details. And don't

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[gamemasterpeg]

*smiles as he knocks on the door, feeling that there may be a chance that his smile would be in vain, but he has to try anyway* Knock, knock. It's me, you're everlasting Gobstopper. *holding a giant teddy bear with bunny ears and goggles and a biker's jacket with a pink rabbit embroidered on the back that says, Ride to Thump and Thumb to Ride*

[gamemasterpeg]

*eye goes wide* Well, that may be so, and it is a part of you. Perhaps if you gave yourself some time, things may work themselves out. They generally do, but ignoring them will lead to heartbreak.

*takes a deep breath* This is a sensitive matter indeed, and I'm sure that your guilt will lead to a solution. It did with me when I did those terrible in my past. In time, conflicts will resolve themselves.

[milleniumkeeper]

*raises an eyebrow* You've said something along those lines before. I remember you once said that feeling guilt proves I'm human, and that I am not cruel-hearted...

[gamemasterpeg]

Yes. I meant every word of it too. *smiles warmly* You have a good heart indeed, it's only a matter of time that you can heal and move on without feeling the pain. Talking about it helps, and that's what I am here for.

[milleniumkeeper]

*smiles, but it quickly fades* A good heart... It's not completely good. *tries to be optimistic* It's better than it was, though, I guess... *refering to Battle City*

*sighs; he hates talking about his problems but he knows it's good for him* I just don't know how to fix this. I haven't heard anything about Zigfried feels, and that makes me wonder if he cares at all. I still trust him. I want to be his friend again, but I don't think he trusts me. How could he?

[gamemasterpeg]

If I know Zigfried, which I should, I have known the lad for many years, he's not the type to hold a grudge. His heart is like a marshmallow that seems to always keep it's shape once it's been squished. He's just wanting everyone to be happy at the sacrifice of his own happiness. He used to be very selfish and that nearly killed him. He drove himself mad trying to make a name for himself and his mark in the world that he nearly lost himself.

Once he realized what he was doing was wrong, he immediately came to reality and asked for forgiveness. He's not going to give up just because he feels that he's out gunned, or out numbered. He's rather persistent. Like I said, give him time and he will come around. He just needs time to heal, like you do.