it is six something in the AM & i want to tell you all about my first date with george, but it is six in the AM & i have to go to work in almost one hour. when i come home i will try to write something about the time we spent together tonight. it was such a cliche-y date filled with hiking to the most romantic part of this universe & breaking into ( Read more... )

it has been so cold today. i spent this morning wrapped up & asleep in a blanket on the hammock. shared a cup of warm tea with my favourite boy this afternoon. i want to take a nap on my bed cos it's so warm an inviting but there is something about being outside in the cold that has me captured right now. i am in such a sleepy daze, i feel so ( Read more... )

these past two days have been absolutely beautiful. the sky has been a perfect medium grey with tiny rainclouds scattered in so many different directions. i got george to get naked & pose in my pirate hat & eye patch. it was a very seductive moment for us. i wished i were really a pirate, i bet there are endless amounts of grey skies out at sea.

please post peektures of your tattoos &/or tattoos that you like.
♥ thanks cupcakes.

i felt slightly embarassed lastnight with george on my bed and having to tell him everything i felt inside. it was really hard for my to articulate the amount of hurt and love i feel constantly bubbling from my belly to my heart to my mind, nothing ever settles, my legs are too weak to hold myself up it seems, sometimes. i put my emotions into ( Read more... )

i dont know, so hurt right now

i havent left my bed in the past twenty some odd hours except to occassionally use the bathroom. george appeared at my door lastnight around midnightish & ended up staying up the entire night with me and we even shared some medication. we are miserable ( Read more... )

i am going through such a strange phase in my life. i think i have mini heart attacks in my sleep, i wake up with achey limbs, my chest hurts, my lungs hurt, i never sleep peacefully ( Read more... )

my bed is so comforting sometimes & at other moments it's the worst thing imaginable bringing in bad dreams & discomfort while in my insomnic state. but tonight i'm heavy in eyelids & drinking yummy tea that is soothing my belly & making me sleepy. george & i went to a teahouse earlier in the evening & i ordered him milk tea with boba. he choked on ( Read more... )

i remember talking to sunny bunny about cilly a few days after i discovered my insatiable love interest for him. . .. & how she mentioned he has crystal qualities of being a beautiful woman. well here it is for you sunny bunny ♥


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