My sister's in Europe right now, Em's in NYC, Therese in Baltimore, Mia's going to Barcelona, Larissa was in Paris - I can't take this anymore. I just want to travel!!! I know I should have bigger goals for myself like building my business, but really, I don't care anymore. I tried it, I know I'm good at it, but I just don't care. I don't want to ( Read more... )

I'm having an anxiety attack right now. I'm at the vc firm trying to finish up some work, but all I can think about is all the other work I have to do. My brain is going in freaking loops right now. The needs-wants-to dos- don't want to do are all colliding and giving me a fucking headache. Simple life, simple life. What the hell is that? And who ( Read more... )

Yikes!!! I bought new running shoes at the triathlete store, I suppose with hopes that I will be driven to a ridiculous point of craziness that I will want to run and run through the hills of Calabasas. My MIL isn't crazy, just very eccentric, her intentions are good, but nonetheless she's a handful. The countdown has started...20 days to go. God ( Read more... )

I finished 2 grants this week. Man I'm beat. I have to go to the Aman office tomorrow and start purging files..purging..I wish I could purge all my possessions and live a simple, simple, simple life. TQ had this book of short stories, one was from this woman who lived off like $30/month or something really ridiculous like that. Too bad I like good ( Read more... )

Got drunk Saturday with Strawberry and Tricia. Threw up. Drank mostly vodka shots. Sunday went with my mom to the finale of Moulin Rouge at the Hollywood Bowl - free dinner, parking. New band I like - Paris Combo - french jazz band. They had fireworks and can-can dancers from the Moulin Rouge in Paris. Good night ( Read more... )

I was cleaning up this morning, and came across some photo albums - it had pics from my trip to Hawaii w/ Alvin, Toronto 2001 w/ Alvin, Europe by myself, NYC w/ Mia, my wedding, Mexico w/ Greg, and Costa Rica w/ the girls, Seattle w/ Mia... and I thought to myself, my life up until now has been pretty damn good...

Synchronicity and serendipity - two of my favorite words ( Read more... )

At work right now. Hoping noone catches me. I have so many things to finish. Feeling stressed. Glad tomorrow is my day off. Been lagging answering emails. Hate it when people don't answer mine right away. Need to fix that. Need to reevaluate next 2 years, maybe even shorter - the next 2-3 months. Goal today: answer all emails and get new pants

A few years ago, Robert and I were in a creative slump so together we started reading and completing exercises in the book The Artists Way by Julia Cameron. It was exciting, demanding, a commitment...cathartic. Every week you were required to have a "date" with yourself - be it a long walk in the park, reading a book, just time to yourself to enjoy ( Read more... )

It's dangerous to be bored at work. This is like the 5th blog I've tried starting, but I forgot to save my passcode and user name so I couldn't log back in. Who knows if I'll keep this one up, plus the only one who'll probably read it anyway is Therese ( Read more... )