MAN!
I am finally getting to breath a sigh of relief....I have not even had time to blow my nose in the past three weeks....much less sleep more than two hours a night...all in the name of ONE project...I turned it in yesterday and presented it..PHEW!!!!! One down..two more to go in the next week...shit.

my birthday is in 11 days.

So...I have been leaving my house a little more often here in the past week. Jers is gone and so..it is just too pitiful of me to sit alone at home...Jen has been able to coax me into public TWICE now!!!!! big news! So anyway..I plan to continue leaving my house...so if anyone is wishing to see me...ya know..call b/c I am most likely NOT going to ( Read more... )

I joined the YMCA today....now I just have to make sure I go everyday...it's about time I take action for saying....I need to get in shape...everyday. School is really bumming me out...this summer feels like it was just one bad thing happening after another and now its time for school again. I guess I can look at it as..atleast I am back in school ( Read more... )

working at dillards is cool
my new house is cool
going back to school in five days is anything but cool
that's my life....

I'm not sure if anyone is wondering but uhh...July 10th just so happened to be mine and Justin Mitchell's two year anniversary. Yeh..that's something to cheer for.

I have been having such disturbing dreams lately...they have caused me to wake up frightened...and so nauseous that I fall back to sleep curled up on the bathroom floor. For about two weeks now I have had a constant tension headache. I feel so guilty for losing touch with him. I feel like I need to hurry and call everyone I've ever been close to ( Read more... )

This past week has been pretty hard for me to swallow. Losing someone that you love is never easy..but knowing what caused it I assume would usually help you process the whole ordeal a little easier. None of it seems quite real to me yet....I mean I know it is....I saw him lying there..lifeless. I just kept thinking that out of the corner of my ( Read more... )

Hold those childhood memories close to your heart.
One day they may be all that you have left.

THIS REQUIRES AN UPDATE ( Read more... )

i wish the internet was illegal..all it does is bring me down.