So much has happened in the past few days, I don't know what to make of all of it.

Three nights ago, TJ and I had, what I thought, was a really good conversation about where our lives are going and that we need to get God back at the focus of them.  We decided it wasn't a good idea to get back together yet, which is a really hard concept to grab ( Read more... )

I quit Brody Maintenance, it felt good.

Relationships = caca, this is so confusing yet so simple at the same time, but it seems impossible to take action right now and that is all everyone else wants from me.

i'm going to bed, becoming a server tomorrow.  :)

SO, I have no idea how this summer has come to where it is but I wish I could go back and start over.  There have been a lot of good happenings and such, I met a lot of sweet people, but I lost one of the sweetest - that's right, TJ and I broke up.  It was ultimately my fault, although we may have been heading down that path anyway, but once it ( Read more... )

I'm tired and running off my sugar-free redbulls. :) I went to bed at 6:30AM and had work at 8:30 - I got 1.5 hours of sleep. I am having a pretty good day, though. I think I am going to go shoe shopping tonight with Matt, then sleep! Today is Stevie Ray's birthday, the executive chef at the restaurant I work at. He's 32. Last night Ryan and ( Read more... )

what hurts the most is being so close - and having so much to say, then watching you walk away ( Read more... )

So, it's summer time - obviously - and I have been abandoned at State by my friends.  Ryan is still here, but she has Scott - who has stayed here for some 5 days in a row - so I am a little out of good company.  Work is fun, I talk with my coworkers a lot and we get along well, but they aren't my friends, just friendly aquaintances.  Which brings ( Read more... )

My grandma passed away last night. The funeral is Friday - I have to get the day off work.

I have two new baby kittens, they're brothers. One is an orange tiger and the other is white.
Any name suggestions?

So, I went home yesterday to see my grandma, but she wasn't there - at least not mentally. She talked randomly and didn't make much sense. She recognized me and said she loved me, that was nice. So, I am broken, and I plan to come back to MSU last night because I have an 8o'clock class this morning. My parents, however, wanted me to stay the ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days ( Read more... )

Life has been a little hectic lately, but seems to roll by slowly, one day at a time.  Each day I make goals to catch up on my school work, clean my room, play with my fish, and shower.  Most days this plan inevitablly fails.  I feel like life is cyclic.   Always the same thing, always the same people, always the same routine and same encouragement ( Read more... )