That sucks... I am sorry... I thought things are going well with you two... I guess it is good that you are at least willing to let go if it is what he wants though. I do have to say that you will be lucky to have your questions answered as you did not for me. I am trying not to be spiteful or mean in this but it is so hard with such cruel irony coming to play... I guess karma is coming to bite you in the ass from it finally. Sorry to hear things are going so bad but at least you might actually learn from this mistake and grow from it... you are suppsoed to carry something with you from all of your relationships and experiances... guess it is up to you if you make some good out of it
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You really don't understand the relationship I have w/ Travis, do you? I guess I can't expect you too but please stop jumping to conclusions. One thing he and I are good at is rationalizing and talking about things. Also, things are going wonderful. We are deep in love. He makes me feel so wonderful and because of him, I'm hardly ever depressed and when I am, there is a reason behind it. I have grown up quite a bit and though we fight sometimes, we always work through it. He makes me feel what nobody else has made me feel. I am willing to do everything it takes to make him happy and if that isn't w/ me, then so be it.
Also, karma has already bit my ass but I don't intend to talk about that.
Last but not least, I don't mind talking to Dr. Lemaster but understand you wouldn't be getting the paper anytime soon. (My schedule is hectic and I have a LOT of homework/papers to get done.) So it would be much easier and quicker if you went up there and picked it up.
Ok cool on dr lemaster topic can u just give him my email and ask him to send me a message.... just tell him it is Chase from La Porte and he should remember if not just tell him the funny little anicdote that I used to mess with him about that actually has some ironicness to your little story lol. It's all ophelia's fault... she's a depressed fat bitch... and if he still doesn't remember just tell him I thought his wife was hot and me and chris found her on the internet without knowing her maiden name lol. Yah the ophelia thing was when we did Romio and Juliet, and me and Jd Free came up to the idea that ophelia was just a stupid goth... you should ask him for our modern translation it is quite funny lol
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Lol! Yes, I am pregnant. It's quadroplets and I'm over 10 months pregnant. Doctors say it'll be any day now. *sarcasm*
I don't really know how to explain this but it's not like Travis and I fight. We usually just have a case of miscommunication, get frustrated, and then leave each other alone until we've both calmed down then we try and rationalize and understand the problem.
Also, I could lose Travis because there is a lot of stuff that I haven't told him and I'm afraid of what's he going to think of me afterwards. I'm tired of hiding it all from him though so I've finally decided to tell him. (better late than never, I suppose.....) We do have a good relationship even if we do argue from time to time. It just helps us understand each other better. =)
Good for you... you are going to tell the whole truth for once and maybe he will respect you for it and actually love you more or maybe he will be so upset with you for lying for so long that he leaves you... Either way he deserves to know and if you would have told me you had any intention of ever telling him some of those truths I told him, I wouldn't have and would have let you do it. Sorry but it seems like this is a new developement anyways. You always get those miscommunications... every fight we ever have has been you not listening and making your own mind before you gave me a chance and somehow I bet it is the same. The only differance seems now that instead of ranting and raving and going crazy you can just stay away for awhile and then rationalize... and how many times did I tell you talking about it calmly would help so much more... lol wow everything I always said would have helped go figure. I guess that is what you learned from our relationship... how to actually handle problems and not blow them up in everyone's
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Also, karma has already bit my ass but I don't intend to talk about that.
Last but not least, I don't mind talking to Dr. Lemaster but understand you wouldn't be getting the paper anytime soon. (My schedule is hectic and I have a LOT of homework/papers to get done.) So it would be much easier and quicker if you went up there and picked it up.
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I don't really know how to explain this but it's not like Travis and I fight. We usually just have a case of miscommunication, get frustrated, and then leave each other alone until we've both calmed down then we try and rationalize and understand the problem.
Also, I could lose Travis because there is a lot of stuff that I haven't told him and I'm afraid of what's he going to think of me afterwards. I'm tired of hiding it all from him though so I've finally decided to tell him. (better late than never, I suppose.....) We do have a good relationship even if we do argue from time to time. It just helps us understand each other better. =)
Well, it's almost time for work. Later.
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