All I Need.

[midnightcloud63]

I don't know if it's just a phase, but I feel weary, tired, exhausted. I don't like feeling like this everyday of my senior year. I want something to bring me back up. I feel like I've changed. And usually, I'm not very fond of changes, especially if they're bad. However, I'm not the only one that's going through this 'so-called' phase. I have

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[mackbaby]

I went through a similar phase the beginning of senior year. I hated going. I felt like doing nothing. Nothing made me feel better. All I could do was push through it. You just need to put things in perspective, realize you've got it pretty breezy right now. When you graduate, you're gonna be in the real world, having to deal with loads of responsibility. For now, just enjoy all the free time you have. As for feeling like a hypocrite, I also always said I'd never do anything like drink or smoke. I never felt the need to. And for whatever reason I gave in and got drunk, for all the wrong reasons. And I've smoked a little bit, I did not enjoy it. I was so eager to change and grow up I thought it would help, it didn't. And I don't anymore. Don't feel like a hypocrite for trying things. It's all just growing up. It's messy and fucked up. But it's necessary.
Hope that at least kind of helps.

[midnightcloud63]

i try to enjor the time i have, but sometimes stuff brings me down and i let it get to my head. but yeahh what you said was helpful in a way haha. i'm glad someone understands. maybe thise phase will pass just like everything else. haha.