obesity.

oh no, I spilled my love eEEeEvEErywhEErrrRe.

it would be nice to love my body and not feel disgusting for one day. even when I'm in a good mood and almost perfectly happy I can still hear that stupid little voice telling me I'm not pretty enough ( Read more... )

It's weird to be that annoying obsessive happy girlfriend. but I am.

today we argued and ended up wrestling in our underwear.
today he tickled me off the couch and onto the floor.
last night we cried together on the phone.

it feels really really real.

I just can't get over hating myself so fucking much.

I'm just ... really anxious today.

Perhaps it's because I don't have my phone and that stresses me out.
maybe it's because I'm breaking out and I've gained weight and I barely remember the last time I felt the slightest bit pretty.

but it's probably because I think I've been lied to.
in a way that hurts hurts hurts.

watching the three most beautiful people I know interact last night was ... perfect.

Michael never fails.

Last night I:
drunkenly discussed Russian politics with Bobby.
had some serious bonding time with Molly Edwards.
cuddled hard in a racecar bed.

god, things are so good.

Spontaneity and rebellion are fun. but sometimes it feels so good to know.

today I love my mama.
I love my friends.
I love my significant other.

and for the first time in a really long time I'm not terrified.

SKDFHSKJDHFKSJDHFKJSHFDJKSHFS SHIT it feels so good to feel the ground underneath me.

You answer the question, then go to urbandictionary and add the definition for your answer ( Read more... )

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so many absolutely absurd things happened last night.

my dad has stolen so many cigarettes from me.

snow and wine party tonighttttt.

Tonight I got home and fell asleep for a little while, and as soon as I woke up I was flooded with overwhelming loneliness. And then my phone immediately rang and it was Molly ( Read more... )