Well Shit

[midnight510]

I fucked up my streak of going out and doing something every day today. It might not seem like a lot, but it important to me that I don’t become a complete loser and sit at home all day. I; unlike most of my friends, don’t have a job, so I sit at home all day and do nothing until I can get in touch with someone with some free time. It wasn’t a

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[nytehawkhunter]

i know its getting on your nerves, its getting on my nerves and im the one saying it. im not trying to annoy the hell out of you, truly. and you KNOW i dont want to keep holding off!

its not you making me feel shitty, its me. Its me cause I know how much of a bitch im being about this and im mad at myself for it. im not TRYING to make this shitty, really. im not. hell, it would have happened it there werent time restraints!

curfew=evil.
kat=bad person.
pot=done.

love

Obviously we need to talk

[this_lullaby]

I don't particularly want to apologize for my sloppy seconds comment, but if it will make you less upset with me then I will. You are, afterall, one of the three most important people in my life, and I'd rather you not be upset with me.

Though then again, you seem to be perpetually discontent with everyone and everything, so I'm not sure there's so much hope for me. I really only wanted you to understand that I see the whole situation as a little fucked, or at least in the light that you put it during that AIM conversation. Maybe I overdid it - I'm not sure I did, but I'm never that good of a judge of my own tounge and it's power.

As for Tom, I am happy now. I'm enjoying now. I just think a lot about other things than the here and the now, and maybe this is why I'm not continually disappointed in the world and its inhabitants. I've already considered what's to come, accepted it, and though I'm still thinking in the end I'm able to move on quite well.