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Yesterday at work a woman came in to exchange a 2 for $32 set of PINK bras, you know, the ones. She had no preference for the color, was buying a gift but wanted something relatively cheap in case they didn't fit. She was sending them over to Europe. Deciding between the D cup or C cup, she spoke to me of her dilemma while staring at my collar bone ( Read more... )

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I would give up true love for the chance to tell him that I loved him.

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be--
I say all the right things
at exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and you I don't

know

why.

I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO GET INJURED OSIRHGOSIHRGOISH

On a brighter note, I miss YJ and my brother. Something my brother sent me the day he left:
"Going to borders right now. Doing laundry at your place so still need to head back to your place after borders. Heading out of irvine after borders. I'll put garage door opener near front door. You' ( Read more... )

It hit midnight and I cried to the thought of you. "Alligator tears," he called them. So numb is the sadness that it does not will a reaction, only tears. The familiarity of the somber memories came and left, and I did not question why.

I awoke this morning to find that today is your day-- one of many. Happy Father's Day, Appa.

Tonight I finally finished all my assignments. Technically it's my first day of Summer break-- I'm not really sure what to do with my time now, or what to wrap my head around, what to panic about, what to procrastinate on. I sent out this month's rent check, I still have a parking ticket to pay off, some medical bills, etc. Everything I need to get ( Read more... )

I took a drive to the beach at Corona del Mar, not too far from Pirate's Cove, pretty near to the long steep road that leads to overpriced parking right by the shore. The last time I drove there in the middle of the night I sat on the beach intoxicated with sad thoughts, prayed to my father and left back home planning a full night of real ( Read more... )