there is freedom within, there is freedom without :: есть свобода в пределах, есть свобода без

[michellio]

Positive Step #3201384: Last week I deleted all 7 (seven??!!? wtf is that??!?) Brent-related phone numbers out of my cell phone - for good. And yes, I believe that forgetting him is a positive step. Because whenever I get this attached to someone, as attached and involved as I was to him, bad things happen. Serious bad things. I'm all about them

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[lizinka]

Because whenever I get this attached to someone, as attached and involved as I was to him, bad things happen. Serious bad things. I'm all about them and forget about me. It never, ever fails. Because people always, ALWAYS stop caring before I do, and I never have any idea what's happening!!!!! Fuck. And so in the interest of not getting hurt this badly again anytime soon (until I'm good and ready to get hurt again), I'm not getting that close to anyone. Ever again.

**le sign**

I delete James, but I always put him back in. He always gives me something that gives me hope. (What a manipulative bastard!)

Brad's 41. ;c)

[michellio]

Yes yes, 41 is totally what I meant. Jesus, he's yummy. I think it's best that Brent hasn't given me any hope. I mean really, why rip me completely into shreds, when he can just be the way he is and ignore me?? LOL. Good stuff. Stay strong, bebe =)))

[lizinka]

Brad is yummy, for an "old man". :c)

[michellio]

I say (when it comes to Brad) you're only as old as you look. Then again, that rule could get pretty scary pretty fast. Soooo never mind!!!! =)))

[lindseymorgan]

Awww I love you Michelle....and I am attached to you..hehe!! Hope you are having a great break so far...see ya soon.

[chrisography]

eh, I'm still kind of in this situation with my ex, I still talk to her though. I probably shouldn't, but at the same time I guess i'd feel guilty for hurting her feelings. Like it matters now, but I still worry. I guess that's me worrying too much about them and not me as well. Anyways, I don't know the whole situation since we just started talking, but that's a great step.

[michellio]

Well, see cuz that's the thing. I'm not the one doing the hurting of the feelings. That's him - it always was. Cuz I guess there's always one person who does a bigger part of the hurting, and it's never, ever me.

[chrisography]

Yeah, that makes sense. I don't know how much I ever really hurt her though, and how much she kept hurting herslef, and I just don't want to add to the chance that something will hurt her.

[michellio]

Understandable, and quite sweet.

Jesus, breaking up should not be allowed!!!