I feel it around my neck and its chocking me. I want to rip it off and just say "go to hell". But I can't. I'm weak. Why can't I just let go? Why am I still so bitter?

I get lazy with this livejournal thing. Last Thursday through Sunday I was at the Keys with Mark and Mikey. We stayed and Mikey's place, I had a great time. We spent time mostly hanging out in the house, on Mikey's boat and drinking beer lol. At the end of the trip we had a total of 72 beers lined up out side (I only contributed to 10 in total). ( Read more... )

Just got back from Costa Rica, that country really is paradise. We did everything we could in 12 days: mountains, volcanos, cloud forests, the city...and more. Thomas is still here til tomorrow so I don't really have time to write it all down but I'll put some more details of my trip when I get a chance ( Read more... )

Two surveys in one day. Jesus help me ( Read more... )

I got my hair did today LOL, i did golden blonde highlights (i dyed my hair red/brown a few weeks ago and it was pretty dark). The highlights look realy good though. I went with my mom and she did highlights too. After, we went shopping and I bought a bunch of stuff. I'm bored and decided to do this (i havent filled one out in a looong time ( Read more... )

I had a great time this weekened. I went up to North Carolina to my boyfriend's lakehouse and it was so much fun. His family is amazing. I'm sore as hell from the jet skis and water skis! I got up on the skis after a lot of tries and made it down the length of 13 piers!! Woohoo! Go Me! LoL. I also ate a lot of good southern cookin' lol. On July 4th ( Read more... )

Yesterday ( Read more... )

I'm home. So far I've done a lot of relaxing and some going out. The first night I was here I stayed home because I couldn't force myself to get dressed and leave my house I was too tired. The next night I went to Ralph's house and hung out with him and Mark and a few other friends of theirs. It was hot as hell so I put my legs in the pool and ( Read more... )

Well, its official...if I don't go home for more than a week this summer, I am going to have a break down. Isn't that nice? Soooo... I'M GOING HOME, YAY! I get to go home for two months!!! The downside of that is having to be away from my boyfriend that long but we can survive. Especially since I am going to visit him at his lake house in North ( Read more... )

There seem to be sooo many more things to fix in this house than I though! My parents are here and we have been working and fixing things and STILL there is so much more to do.The carpet comes in this week and after that I can actually move into my room, instead of sleeping on the matress in the living room! Hehe ( Read more... )