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[mhairie]

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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If ever there were a life to live

[anonymous]

If ever there were a life to live- I don't think I would live mine-

While everone says they love me- I find that I'm pushed a side- Once in a while I want to be first- I want my friends to gather around me- not other people- I want to be the center of attention and for everyone to want to be around me- I want to be smarter- Taller- Thinner- and in shape- I want the oppist sex to adore me- and I don't want to be plain-

If ever there were a life to live- I don't think I would live mine-

I want to have the perfect job- the perfect clothes and the perfect partner- I want to be in love- I want someone to be in love with me- I want to get married- have kids and live- I want to be happy and think happy thoughts-

But most of all I want to be normal- Normal thoughts and sights-

If ever there were a life to live- I don't think I would live mine-

[anonymous]

I've learned while looking for the right one we experience a lot of pain and hurt and a lot of the "wrong ones" but what happens to those "wrong" ones after we part ways? I've wondered often if maybe one of the "wrong" ones was really the "right" one and maybe I've lost my chance with Mr./Ms. "right". Call me crazy but maybe finding perfection is encountering and accepting the imperfects of life. I will never be the perfect housewife/husband, never the perfect student, or the perfect musician or even the perfect husband/wife. This time away from family and friends has gotten me to think, just because I'm alone doesn't mean that there necessarily is Mr./Ms. right....because maybe the right person for us, is the one we see as the wrong one.

[mhairie]

I'm a Fraser, a Fraser Lovat to be precise and proud of it. Are you?