stole this from andy ( Read more... )

it's strange, i started to fix my head at the beginning of this semester, and i actually became a happy person, but as happy as i've become, i've never felt more alone ( Read more... )

Go through your LJ posts for the past year, post the first sentence of the first entry for each month ( Read more... )

aaahhhhh! i have no fuckign idea what to do with myself!!!!! i'm paceing back and forth in my room and moving things around thinking that it's cleaning and argh. whaddoido?!!?!?!

so today i woke up, spent two hours in the counceling office getting blood taken, mind you my veins were being very fiesty and it ended up being taken from my hand. then i talked to one of my councelers. so i went to work to get my pay check and eat something cause i felt woozy, ended up working for a few hours, got off work, went x-mas shopping, ( Read more... )

sometimes i just really don't understand myself

So happy turkey-al genocide day...er...thankgiving...I guess ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated in a while...
I just had a cute boy visit me for a few days and I've been on happy pills my counceler got me and it's awsome because I'm actually happy. I just found out that supposedly I have a nice butt too. neat. :p

So today I found out that I'm gunna get meds :) I'm excited. I hope they work. What sucks though is that I'm going to have to tell my mom...

So yesterday was day one of oneonta winter. It snowed all day adn some of it is still on the ground. I can't be too upset though ebcuase everyone knew it was comming, at least it wasn't windy. So I dared hippy to make a sled out of duct tape to go sledding down the huge hill and she it and it worked friggen awsome. I had a lot of fun. I've barely ( Read more... )