My life is wrong. It's incorrect and incomplete. Im not who i want to be- but how do i become that person? Whats worse is i know it is my fault.

Awesome.... Crap.

"How long can you lie to people?"

"As long as they want to be decieved."

"Why would someone want to be decieved?"

"Thats a good question"           oh www.boasas.com

Joe is coming over today. I have never done this before. I feel sick.

Write fifteen statements intended towards 15 different people but never tell them it was about them or would never say it to their face or something you wish you would have said, but didn't ( Read more... )

I am anxious. I am rash. I am running.

Ha. Ha. Very Funny Ironic Foreshadowing.

Who turns 19 in 19 days? Not me. I mean me. crap. Can I just stay 18 or turn 17?

I miss joe. I havent' heard from him since saturday. I should probly call him, but i thought maybe if i waited it out hed call me. Yeah. I might give that one up and just call him. Oh the things i do.

I keep having crazy awkward dreams and waking up very confused. Gosh golly.

Went to kate's with joe, eric, artem and their respective french kids to carve some pumpkins and eat chowder. I must say they were amazing, especially the one that said tree. I carved kate as a pirate. If kate was a cartoon pirate pumpkin and didn't have any teeth- it would have looked JUST like her.