Comments | meticulous_grey: Entry #C-4: "Cane"

meticulous_grey

Entry #C-4: "Cane"

Apr 06, 2009 11:23

I am alive ( Read more... )

alice, nurses, wheelchair, duo, b, l lawliet

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Private to L b_before_l April 6 2009, 23:35:25 UTC

Rest up. You'll be back on your feet in no time. I'm sure of it.

Re: Private to L and B meticulous_grey April 7 2009, 06:05:24 UTC

[L is not here right now due to an unforeseen attack on his person that resulted in serious injuries. Please check back when he is more sufficiently recovered.]

Re: Private to L and B b_before_l April 7 2009, 10:44:39 UTC

It is pretty obvious that you are only directing this automated message towards me. You are replying to everyone else just fine.

I'm simply going to say this. I meant for you to heal up. I am not trying to be deceptive. I am here to tell you that I have made it even between us. I no longer feel a grudge against you because I finally expressed my pain in full force.

Now my only pain is the pain I have caused...and I will deal with that on my own.

Good bye.

Re: Private to L and B meticulous_grey April 7 2009, 16:25:41 UTC

[L is not in the mood for this. Deceptive or not, he can't talk to you right now, B.]

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shadedmemories April 7 2009, 00:43:58 UTC

L. Fuck. L. God damnit, L!

A few minutes later, after Duo has finally gotten over the shock.

I'm so glad you're alive. But let me just tell you this... If you ever even think about forgiving B for what he did to you, I'll kill you myself, L-baby. You can count on it.

meticulous_grey April 7 2009, 06:09:05 UTC

Hi, Duo...

I am very conflicted. I don't know what to think, and I won't try until my head is clearer.

How are you? And how is Alice, is she... is she mad at me?

private shadedmemories April 7 2009, 16:07:59 UTC

I'm... doing okay, I guess. I can't speak for Alice, but I really doubt she's mad at you.

Damnit... I'm so sorry, L. This is my fault. I was supposed to be watching him.

Re: private meticulous_grey April 7 2009, 16:27:31 UTC

This is not your fault. I will not hear you say otherwise. For either you or Alice to say that you could have somehow prevented this is absurd.

What has happened, these last few days?

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not_so_curious April 7 2009, 06:06:09 UTC

I should have been there

I could have stopped him

How can you bear to look at me, after-

It's my fault

I'm so sorry.

Never mind the wedding now. Just heal.

meticulous_grey April 7 2009, 06:16:26 UTC

You have nothing to apologize for. The baggage of my former life caused this whole mess... if anyone is to blame...

There has been so much trouble and fuss. That you felt pain because of this occurrence...

I love you. I'll heal perfectly if you stay by my side.

not_so_curious April 7 2009, 06:21:29 UTC

Are you sure that's wise?

It was my presence (or absence?) that caused this, just as much... he wanted to hurt you, but... if there had never been a wedding... perhaps it would not have come to this.

I could not bear to think that you came to harm because of me.

Perhaps... you should find someone less cursed, when you start again.

I have been selfish until now, but- I will try not to be anymore.

meticulous_grey April 7 2009, 16:33:06 UTC

Alice...

You say this, knowing that I couldn't live without you?

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