and we'll paddle through the summer air, alone and undisturbed, to your underwater tomb, all alone me and you;  and we'll stare at the waves, as our hearts start to cave in, with hopeless desperation for what lies ahead, or surely what lies just around the corner. like this air we breathe so blue and, our feet, below the water, makes me breathless ( Read more... )

throwing up blood is a terrible experince. not being able to swallow your medication without more blood coming up is even worse. the worst part about it all is not having anyone care enough to bother to call or text me or anything at all to see how i was doing.

its hard to miss what was never really there at all

would it really be much different? being a hermit, that is....

i thought about being a hermit today.

diamonds aren't forever and neither are friends. i used to think i had so many...but i realize now how foolish i was to really think these people cared. no trust in this world. i can't even trust myself. and as for love...i hope it rots and maggots thrive on its deceptively alluring appearance. the mere thought of it disgusts me.

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1.Go into your LJ's archives.
2.Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3.Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4.Post the text of the sentence in your lj along with these instructions.

Our Father, who art in heaven, save me from the wreck I'm about to drown in.

please don't do this. don't be all that you are, don't make me smile whenever i talk to you, don't make me want you when i know i can't have you. you're so beautiful but you're poison in so many ways...

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I treated you bad, you bruise my face ( Read more... )