Life goes on

[memyslfni]

In the past couple of weeks I have been in touch with my aunt.  The contact has kinda lost it's punch. Not that I don't want to talk to her, I do. Her voice, which sounds like my mother's doesn't throw me in a tail spin anymore.  Bigger than that, though, is the fact that I feel better in my skin than I have for years. I grieve, I grieve so much

Comments

[whitemare]

Isn't there a cliche that if we stop growing and learning then it is time to die? I'm so glad you are continuing your growth and understanding/acceptance (?) of yourself. I can guess how important it is to have validation of your memories. I told Brian how I remembered our big car wreck and he denied the whole thing. Or denied how I remember it. I was completely deflated. I can imagine how that would feel on a much larger and more intense set of memories.

Hugs and love.
Jen

[cariadusclan]

yay you updated! *hugs* you sound like you are in a good place. and...caprica!!!! i know, i loved it. can't wait for the series.

[memyslfni]

Yeah! Ya know these changes and adaptations take a while to root. If it were that easy to change, we wouldn't be paying therapists the big bucks.