There's nothing to be sorry for. [Just. gonna try t get out of bed and look for his clothes. Lavi might notice that there's only a trace of the tattoo that was once on his chest, too. Just an outline of it and nothing more now.]
Because of me... Yu, I'm sorry. I've told him to stay with you, I have. As long as he kept me sane I didn't care if it hurt, even if the others said that it was wrong. He was happy with you...
[Looks down at his lap.] I can't make him happy like that...
He loves you more. I say you make him more happy than I ever could. [Making sure to keep his face out of Lavi's sight, because...it hurts to say these things. Just distracting himself with tying his hair back up.]
He loves me only because some bond told him to. I don't know if he really loves me, Yu... [Drawing his knees up to his chest.] You know...he always looked so eager to get away from me, always rushed through our conversations and never opened up to me. And I knew it was because he wanted to go see you. Be with you more than listen to me whine.
You make him happy, Yu... Please don't push him away because of me. I want him to be happy...
You haven't noticed that the one he's spent more time with lately is you? I haven't seen him much. I was left alone in our shared room while he was with you.
He's happy with you. I just need to move on.
[Fighting. to keep his voice even and hold the same tone throughout all of this.]
Only because of the others, I haven't asked him to. They kept pressuring him you know.
["Shared room"... He doesn't even sleep in the same room with Tyki. Just keeps to himself. Keeps in his own room. Even though he was the one that once told his own Kanda to get out more often.]
Dressed...right...
[Lavi doesn't get out of the bed, instead he lies back down in it and rolls onto his side with his back to the door.]
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Lifting his head.
Another "ohfuckingshit" moment when he sees the Tease.
Correction. Tyki is going to kill him. Or be horribly amused and suggest a threesome now that they've all been intimate with each other.]
...I'm sorry.
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What happened to your tattoo?
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Gone. My body's no more special than yours now.
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...It's complicated right now.
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[Looks down at his lap.] I can't make him happy like that...
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You make him happy, Yu... Please don't push him away because of me. I want him to be happy...
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He's happy with you. I just need to move on.
[Fighting. to keep his voice even and hold the same tone throughout all of this.]
You should get dressed. I'll excuse myself.
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["Shared room"... He doesn't even sleep in the same room with Tyki. Just keeps to himself. Keeps in his own room. Even though he was the one that once told his own Kanda to get out more often.]
Dressed...right...
[Lavi doesn't get out of the bed, instead he lies back down in it and rolls onto his side with his back to the door.]
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[Slips up just a little as he says this, taking a moment to take a deep breath before moving to put Lavi's clothes on the bed on his way out.]
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