126. I can love you so many different ways

Aug 26, 2011 17:33

THREE TYPES OF LOVE MEME

This meme deals with three types of love, angsty, sweet, and twisted! Please note that there are triggers abound!

- Post your characters and include preferences (if any!)
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- Go to RNG and enter numbers 1-3 to get a love type, then 1-12 to get a scene.
- Or go for the record and try to play 1 of each type of love!
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love-affection, rated: nc17, shipping-romance, fluff, rated: pg, warning: possible triggers, dark-horror, rated: r, smut, rated: pg13

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Kurt Hummel >> Glee >> For Finnegan :D gleefulkicker August 26 2011, 23:34:00 UTC
1, 11. SOB. frankengleek August 26 2011, 23:52:08 UTC
[ It had all happened kind of fast, really. Finn had been driving Kurt home after hanging out with some of the Glee kids, and by the time he'd been able to react to the car in the other lane swerving weirdly, it had seemed like there were suddenly headlights right in his eyes, and the really awful sound of metal crunching, glass breaking.

He almost seems to zone out for a second, feeling strangely detached, like the world has suddenly shifted on its axis. And when things start to take shape again, they're off--gravity is pulling him a little oddly, against his door instead of down into the seat, and everything...hurts. His head, his chest, arms, legs, everything, and he's vaguely aware of something cold and wet rolling down the side of his face, down his neck, staining his shirt.

He takes a heavy, painful breath, sharp pain exploding in his ribcage, but it's ignored in lieu of a deeper fear. ] K...Kurt--

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gleefulkicker August 27 2011, 00:48:56 UTC
[Kurt's significantly less damaged - there's a sharp pain in his side, and several scratches in different places (including a rather large gash at his shoulder). But he doesn't pay any attention to his own injuries. His first instinct is to turn and check on Finn...

...Except then he hears that painful intake of breath, his choked voice... And fear, greater than he's ever felt, grips his heart. Immediately, he's unbuckling and sliding toward Finn (at somewhat of an angle, due to the car's positioning). And there's just... there's so much blood. Tears spring to his eyes so quickly it burns, but he doesn't care. He chokes back a sob, moves in even closer and unbuckles Finn's seat belt so at least he's no longer being strangled by it.] F-Finn... oh my god... Y-you...

[Ignoring the searing pain in his shoulder, he brings both hands up to hold Finn's face, thumbs brushing his cheeks (smearing blood, but again he doesn't fucking care). Tears are streaming down his face, making several cuts absolutely sting. He ignores that, too.Y-you're ( ... )

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frankengleek August 27 2011, 01:19:05 UTC
[ Finn's vision is blurry, and he wants to adjust to try and face Kurt, to see him better, but...it's like his synapses aren't firing right, he can't move very much, and even trying is causing so much pain that it's ridiculous. He knows what it feels like to have a bone broken--you don't play full-contact football for years and not get a few broken bones--so he knows he's in bad shape (though, it's worse than he thinks it is), but...

Even still, he's more worried about Kurt. He's terrified that Kurt is injured (if not as badly as he is, then maybe worse), so he keeps trying to move in spite of the pain, because...god, even the thought is enough to practically make Finn's heart seize, the dark, painful feeling of being hollowed out. (He's not sure when Kurt became so important to him. But he is. He is.)

So it's actually...a bit of a relief when Kurt slides close to him, because that means he's able to move, and Finn actually smiles a little when the smaller boy's hands cup his cheeks. He tries to speak again--air wheezes ( ... )

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there are no icons to express the depth of his emotions :| gleefulkicker August 27 2011, 01:41:41 UTC
[Another choked, cut-off sob, and Kurt shakes his head quickly, moves a hand to press a finger to Finn's lips, before wiping the blood away.] Shh.. Don't... Don't talk.. a-and don't move, just.... Oh god, Finn, I'm fine, I'm fine, you...

[He shakes his head again, starts unbuttoning Finn's shirt, hindered by how much his fingers, his hands are shaking. He just needs to check, he needs to see how much he's hurt... It sounds like his chest and.. and there's so much blood.] You have to be okay... You have to be okay, Finn, I... [He gives up on the buttons, only managing to get about four undone before he leans in, presses a kiss to Finn's forehead, to the bridge of his nose, to his lips, hands once again cupping his cheeks.] I love you.. I love you.. F.. F-fuck, Finn, I never stopped loving you, you can't... You have to be okay!

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SO MANY OF MY ICONS ARE HAPPY ONES FFF frankengleek August 27 2011, 02:19:11 UTC
[ Finn keeps slowly blinking, blearily, as though he's trying to make everything come into focus better--as it is, there are trails following everything in motion, grey flowers blooming at the very edges of his vision. Kurt seems to be moving absurdly fast, and he can't quite keep up--but he does manage to hear that Kurt is fine, and the relief in hearing that is so palpable it's almost visible.

Which is about where he starts taking better stock of what's happening to himself, and...if he hadn't been able to tell on his own, the absolute heartwrenched terror on Kurt's face tells him that it...it must be bad. Really bad. Breath is painful to take and whistles oddly, his limbs feel like they're slowly filling with lead, and he's...cold, he feels cold even in the still-too-hot summer night air, and it all...can only mean one thing ( ... )

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gleefulkicker August 27 2011, 03:03:34 UTC
[That. That knowledge, that Finn loves him in return... Hurts more than anything, because it's also combined with the knowledge that.. It's ending. It's ending before it even really began. They'd had potential... And they hadn't even been given a chance. It just isn't fair. There's so much... lack of justice in this that for a moment Kurt feels a spark of anger... But it's directionless, and pointless. He has nothing, no one to be angry at. And for once he wishes he could believe in some sort of god, some sort of higher power.. just so he could have something to blame.

He's speechless. There aren't any words... Instead of speaking, he just strokes Finn's cheek over and over, trembling fingers caressing... and gives him soft, gentle kisses... Chaste and sweet, but so full of emotion. After a moment, he speaks the first thoughts that come to his mind, whispering against Finn's skin, his mouth.] I don't think.. I could ever... ever love anyone this much...

[He takes in a deep, shaky breath, rests his forehead gently against Finn's, ( ... )

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frankengleek August 27 2011, 03:51:12 UTC
[ He takes each of those kisses, tries to return them--god, Kurt's mouth is soft, unreal; part of him had always wondered and he'd tamped it down so far, which he's really damning himself for now--and just...tries to breathe, his whole body seeming to throb a dull, persistent ache.

Those words try to skirt over his head, muted, as though they're separated by deep water...and Finn is sinking deeper. But it's...it's too important. He's looking into Kurt's terrified, heartbroken eyes, can feel the smaller boy's tears falling onto his face and stinging lightly in the scrapes, can see the blood staining his nimble fingers and soft lips, and he forces himself out of it--god, at least for Kurt's sake, at least for as long as he can.

He replays what Kurt had said in his head, and once he manages to grasp them, it's...hard to explain the feeling. As though his heart is swelling with emotion to the point that it breaks, spilling everywhere inside of him, because while...while he loves that Kurt loves him this much (and he always had, hadn't ( ... )

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oh my god, so many tears. i just. oh god shkgssdg heart. broken. gleefulkicker August 28 2011, 01:22:26 UTC
[Shakes his head lightly, stroking Finn's cheek, his hair.] No, shh... It's... It's okay. I want.. I want my heart to only belong to you. You're... [He chokes back a sob, leans in and kisses Finn's forehead again.] You're the one.. that deserves it the most. You should... You should get... to take it with you. To.. to take my love with you...

[It's then that he realizes Finn's even having trouble listening to him, that it must be difficult for him to even comprehend what he's saying. He quickly wipes at his tears, trying to clear his vision more. Then he slips into Finn's seat beside him, careful not to move him too much. He knows Finn must be in... so much pain, and he doesn't want to cause any more. Still, he desperately needs to be close to him. With care, he finally gets the shirt unbuttoned and, as gently as he can manage, he pulls it away from Finn's body. He doesn't take it off completely - he's too worried about causing Finn more pain. Instead, he lets it hang off of Finn's arms, and moves back in to kiss his bare shoulder, ( ... )

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I'm crying hermyone_mex August 28 2011, 06:05:13 UTC
[When Kurt notices that Finn has stopped breathing, he sobs louder, he even screams and feels how his throat torn with pain. But nothing matters now. Finn is d... he can't not even think of the word but the knowledge is there and, honestly, he wants to follows Finn where he has gone because nothing else matters. He tried to sing again, pretend that the other is just sleeping but he can't. All he can do now is wait... but wait for what? He doesn't know, and when he's sure he is about to vomit, about to pass out because of the pain on his heart, someone's arms pull him out of Finn and he screams because he is NOT ready to leave him. He never will. Kurt tries with all his might to stay stuck to the other but either is too tired or is more than one moving him back ( ... )

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