XD that is comforting.holy_hand_printJuly 18 2012, 02:29:15 UTC
[Castiel has been trying, lord knows how he has been trying. What he had done to Dean was unforgivable. Knowing that the hunter had felt abandoned and lost with out his brother Castiel still chose to leave. It wasn't fair to either of them. He was afraid of what they were becoming, of how badly he needed Dean so he ran to his family before he got in too deep.
He was already in too deep though, that was the problem. Cas needed Dean, he didn't feel whole with out the hunter so the angel crawled back and begged for forgiveness. Took the verbal beatings Dean may have thrown his way and stayed because that's what he was too afraid to do the first time.
Deans request for a conversation was a surprise. Castiel has been sitting in a badly build motel room arm chair reading about. When dean spoke to him the angel looked up to the hunter in mild surprise and closed his book slowly. ]
[There had definitely been some whiplash from Dean's end. He hadn't fully accepted Castiel being back for good, and had done nearly everything to drive him away. Flirted with every woman that crossed his path, kept his walls up and made snide comments, yelled at him, fought with him, been deliberately obstinate in an effort to make him get fed up and leave.
And still he stayed, and for some reason, it made Dean even angrier. Furious that he was prolonging the envitable.
And then it happened. Tossing and turning, nightmares, always nightmares about forty years he spent in hell, torturing and being tortured, flaying the skin from bone from his family. He'd sat bolt upright in the darkness, panic clawing at him, terrified of being alone... and blue eyes looked up at him from across the room. Are you alright? And he'd felt... safe
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[Dean had not been making it easy. It was hard trying to stay strong and remain by the hunters side. Dean was hell bent on making Castiel leave. He flirted with women even though he knew how much it would pain the angel. Dean got angry and screamed at Cas, he was harsh in his words. Everything to turn the angel away. Yet Castiel remained because he had made the mistake of leaving once before and he would never do it again
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And he's been scared, and running, and Cas has been trying, and, well, he's.... been a pussy, hasn't he?
So he bows his head.]
Cas? We need to talk.
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He was already in too deep though, that was the problem. Cas needed Dean, he didn't feel whole with out the hunter so the angel crawled back and begged for forgiveness. Took the verbal beatings Dean may have thrown his way and stayed because that's what he was too afraid to do the first time.
Deans request for a conversation was a surprise. Castiel has been sitting in a badly build motel room arm chair reading about. When dean spoke to him the angel looked up to the hunter in mild surprise and closed his book slowly. ]
Of course Dean. What is it?
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And still he stayed, and for some reason, it made Dean even angrier. Furious that he was prolonging the envitable.
And then it happened. Tossing and turning, nightmares, always nightmares about forty years he spent in hell, torturing and being tortured, flaying the skin from bone from his family. He'd sat bolt upright in the darkness, panic clawing at him, terrified of being alone... and blue eyes looked up at him from across the room. Are you alright? And he'd felt... safe ( ... )
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