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ANGST MEME

Sometimes we all want to play some angst and see just how far our characters and and will fall.

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1. just depressed.
Things are tough, you're feeling worn out, or whatever the case, you're depressed. You need help or someone

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[alifeordinary]

[Dean isn't willing to admit it, probably doesn't even realize it, but he wants shit to hit the fan. He's practically begging for it. He wants Cas to go off on him, to call him on a hundred different things, and he wants to fire back, and he wants to have an all-out pissed off fuckfest fight right here, right now. That would just top off his whole night. Then, he could slink off to the bar, get totally wasted, and give absolutely no fucks about what happened today.

It'd just be so damn easy, if Cas weren't so difficult to piss off. Which really ought to be a clue that something else is wrong, because Cas is pissed off. Just... not enough. And so he's going to keep needling, keep instigating, because Dean is one self-destructive, stupid son of a bitch.]

Yeah. Perfect.

[He snorts and turns around again to rifle through the cabinets for a coffee mug. If he can't have booze, he's at least going to make coffee, so he can stay up all night, wired and pissed off. He clinks the mug down onto the counter with a little too much enthusiasm

Hallelujah

[alifeordinary]

[All things considered, Dean thinks they managed to stave off the inevitable for a particularly impressive length of time. Cas has been living with him for months now, even if they weren't, you know, together during that entire time. Living with someone still opens up plenty of room for argument- not to mention Dean's truly assholeish nature, which surfaces fairly regularly even if 95% of the time it isn't directed at Cas.

Then again, Cas is like a hippy peace guru. Maybe they didn't do as impressively as he's hoping. He's pretty sure if they were at an ashram right now he'd have been kicked out for disturbing the vibes. Whatever, screw it, the Beatles got kicked out of an ashram and they're the Beatles.

He can't help the petulant frown that forms as Cas smirks at him. Stupid fucking nature and boiling water and pot and Jesus what the hell. But then he reaches into the sink and actually eats a soggy, crappy noodle.

That's probably the sweetest damn thing he's ever seen. Also the grossest.

Rewind. Cas brought beer. That's the

[mojofree]

[Eeeeeeh... Cas isn't as peaceful as he lets on. Oh sure, he tries to be, but in truth he does have a bit of a temper that he works to keep clamped down most of the time. The smoking helps, but really... Underneath it all he's a pretty grumpy guy, cynical and sarcastic and with pretty good reason. Still, for the most part, he manages to keep it under wraps and shoved away, compartmentalized into that section of his brain with Old Life stamped on it. It takes a special combination of factors to bring it out... But that doesn't mean it's not there.

If they were in an ashram, they'd probably have been kicked out around the time they decided to fool around in the shower, or even decided to get together at all. Abstinence is one teaching Cas chooses to ignore, and if that disturbs the vibe, well... He's willing to deal with that