The Forbidden Love Meme

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Dean Winchester - Supernatural - slash or het is fine, OTA

[whatheneeds]

[onlytobenormal]

((ooc: rolled angst.06. Would you like to roll or would you like me to go again?))

[whatheneeds]

(uh.....roll again! Lol, maybe our boys can get a non angsty scene)

[onlytobenormal]

(Haha, okay! I got comfort.03 this time. That cool?)

[whatheneeds]

(sounds good! You wanna start or should I?))

[onlytobenormal]

(I can do it, if you want me to! (: Do you have a preference on who is reassuring who or should it be kind of mutual?)

[whatheneeds]

(so sorry it took so long, computer imploded. Nope, no preference I'll follow your lead)

[onlytobenormal]

(no worries! glad you got your computer up and running! <3)

[This was an awkward topic to bring up... especially considering that things between him hadn't exactly been comfortable in awhile anyway. That was his fault, he knew it was.] Dean? Hey...

[He settled on the other end of the couch, drawing a knee up to his chest, the other leg stretching out on to the floor in front.] Think I can ask you something?

[whatheneeds]

[Dean perked up a little when Sam came and sat near him. It was no secret they were nowhere near as close as they used to be, and most of that was his own fault. Still, Sam had been keeping his distance a little too so the tone in the younger man's voice caught his attention]

Umm...yeah man, sure [he turned off the tv and rotated to face Sam] What's up?

[onlytobenormal]

[He'd had most of what he wanted to say planned out in his head but suddenly couldn't bring himself to say it. Damn. He kind of hated that he always had to tread lightly anymore. If he said one thing, then it was so likely that he'd either freak Dean out or start an argument and considering he just finished a huge argument with Dad a couple nights ago about packing up and moving again, he just didn't have the energy.] I just- It's nothing big.

[The sting of Dean running out most every night, brushing off Sam's requests to hang out more often than not was still there, but combined with everything else, it had kind of solidified his decision on what to do after school. He needed more distance than he had, needed to get out on his own and out of this life or he didn't know what would happen to him. He could go on dates, and he had to show Dean he wasn't that creepy and obsessed and hey- he actually found some nice girls who liked him back... he could avoid Dad as much as possible, but he'd still wind up in a screaming match with him

[whatheneeds]

[That little speech, as sweet as it was, did nothing to make Dean feel better] Uh....ok, me too man. What the hell brought that on?

[onlytobenormal]

Nothing. [Sam gave an easy smile, shrugging because quickest way to sour the mood was to mention the fact that he was getting close to graduating or that he'd been thinking again about college or whatever. His mind was made up and there wasn't any sense in shoving it in Dean's face to fight.] Just wanted you to know, dude.

Now- what were you watching anyway?

[whatheneeds]

Bullshit nothing [He set the remote back on the table, attention fully on Sam] Come on dude, what's got you talking like this? You suck at lying, don't bother.

[onlytobenormal]

Dean, stop. I just wanted you to know... I'm not trying to fight here. [He gave an almost pleading look.] I just want to spend some time watching crappy TV with my brother, that's all. Please? Things are just kinda nice for once...

[whatheneeds]

[The almost desperate way Sam was acting caught Dean off guard. He didn't want to let it go, he wanted to keep pressing and figure out what the hell had his brother all worked up. But he didn't, he gave Sam a shaky smile and nodded] Sure man, no problem...was thinking of staying in tonight anyway.

[onlytobenormal]

Yeah? [His lips twitched up a little. Dean didn't actually mention staying in much anymore, so... it was kind of cool to hear for once.] Great. Maybe we can get some snacks, watch some movies?