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Yuki Sohma ~ Fruits Basket thelast_freed November 22 2011, 00:24:53 UTC
03. yellow frosting. shousuru November 22 2011, 00:54:57 UTC
I don't want to talk to you right now.
[Scowls; bites down on the cupcake, despite himself. Chews tastelessly; stares, and hopes he intimidates.]

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you're doing fine ps. the cupcake you pick, affects either you or the person, so.. decide thelast_freed November 22 2011, 01:01:29 UTC
Suit yourself. [he rolls his eyes] What am I supposed to have done this time, stupid Cat? If it's not too much trouble to tell me.

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should affect everyone shousuru November 22 2011, 01:10:39 UTC
You just EXIST damnit! [Folds legs] It would be easier if you weren't here!

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lol don't work that way. XD; thelast_freed November 22 2011, 01:12:06 UTC
Really. [he hides the contempt well...] Why is that?

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shousuru November 22 2011, 01:28:33 UTC
[Because you're an idiot! No one wants you here!]
Because I'm so damn jealous of you!
[Wait... That's not what he was planning to say...]

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thelast_freed November 22 2011, 01:32:48 UTC
You. Jealous of me. [he nods] Well, I knew that. You act like it. What I want to know is.. why.

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shousuru November 22 2011, 01:44:13 UTC
[A volcano is erupting inside Kyou's mind. ...Of anger. He - I act like it - why - what's he got to be so complacent about?! ...Of confusion. What th- ...Of wordless fury.]

You're the special one, and - and everyone loves you. Everyone...

[His lips can't form the words. His mind can.]

[Yuki and Haru, walking along, laughing together.]
[Yuki and Kisa. The best of friends.]
[Yuki and Tohru. Him stroking her hair.]

[...Of shame.]

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thelast_freed November 22 2011, 01:46:56 UTC
...No, they don't. [Kyo, you're an idiot. And so simple. Yuki almost smiles at him, half-pitying. They didn't love, but fear him. Or want something. Just a few people.. he could count on in this world to not, at least.. not all the time. But he'd never been.. admired as Kyo. Looked up to. Sought --] You are, Kyo.

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shousuru November 22 2011, 01:54:22 UTC
[He feels everything inside him recoil at the look in the Rat's eyes. I hate him. I hate him hate him hate him.]

[Maybe his mouth was betraying him and talking nonsense, but his fists wouldn't!

He spurs forward, springing his legs out, lithe, angry in a way that was new to him. Angry, but powerless. There was no escaping his betraying mouth, as his fist makes contact with skin...]

I wish I were you.

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thelast_freed November 22 2011, 01:56:16 UTC
And I wish I were you - [he replies, simply. Not batting an eyelash at his sudden lunge of attack. Eyes cold, stern as he throws him] But surely.. you don't hate what you 'are' so much as you claim?

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shousuru November 22 2011, 01:59:27 UTC
[He stumbles, and loses every ounce of power. Emotions tumble inside himself, a shock of ice cold water to the skin of his mind.]

What do you - mean -?

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thelast_freed November 22 2011, 02:03:52 UTC
You can't be 'me', Kyo. [and he didn't want to be him. Not physically. Not emotionally.

But he wished he were like him. Possessed those qualities he had in abundance that Yuki himself lacked... which he was sure were true of Kyo's opinions on himself, too. But it couldn't --]

I mean.. we... we can deal. As we are. We have to. Right?

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shousuru November 22 2011, 02:10:29 UTC
[He feels tired. Not relieved, despite this mad spurt of truth-telling, which ought to be cathartic or something - but defeated. A demon inside him curled up, disappeared like an autumn leaf.]

I dunno. Yeah. I guess. It's not like I have a choice, right? You don't have to deal with anything. You're perfect the way you are.

[Oh god. If he could beat up his mind right now, he gladly would. What the hell did that even mean. Stupid cat. His mind laughed at himself]

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thelast_freed November 22 2011, 02:16:24 UTC
Yes, you do - to coin a cliche phrase. You can be 'the best you can be', as yourself. Right? [he frowns] Shouldn't you strive for that? Or are you truly 'stupid'?

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shousuru November 22 2011, 02:24:26 UTC
[He stares. And something clicks inside of him.]

Damn you!!!! Get away from me! I hate you! I'll beat you one of these days! One of these days, I'll make you say you're sorry!!!!

[He storms away, his words fuming, his movements jerked, forced, coming out of a shock.

But somewhere inside of himself, he feels a shadow, a whisper, a moment, of something different. Of something calm.]

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