my dog has cancer and she is going to die soon. we have to have the vets kill her so she won't suffer anymore. my dog was the only friend i had for a lot of years. we loved each other unconditionally. i can not, at this point, even fathom what it will be like when i feel like hugging my sarah and i can't. i'm really sick of cancer eating away at ( Read more... )

ok. so tonight actually turned out to be really good. blazed from like a quater to eleven until a quarter after midnight. hell yes. so thank you kyle, evan, anna, and joe for making it a good new years ( Read more... )

yeah it is official tonight is going to blow a lot of ass. cause now kyle and i are both in bad moods and there is nothing to do until eleven o'clock. and then the night will end probably around 12:15 or so. so i don't see much point in going anywhere. i might as well stay home and sleep. but i shouldn't because that is what i'm doing tomorrow ( Read more... )

Well it's New Year's Eve. 2004 is nearly over! what a roller coaster of a year it was. i had the best and worst moments of my life in 04. i changed into a completely different person. and i'm glad i did. i actually sort of enjoy being alive now, instead of dreading every moment of existence to come. it was a life changing year for everyone i know. ( Read more... )

so, i've been thinking for awhile. i think i should give up on girls. not go gay. that would not work for me in any way. i just mean stop waiting for a girl to like me, because it's just not going to happen. pretty much only one girl actually really liked me, but then after she took my virginity she dumped me. and the girls i am interested in, are ( Read more... )

first off. MERRY CHRISTMAS! all right so things have been pretty good lately. on tuesday kyle and i picked up pok and we went to the fence back behind kyle's old house. and we hotboxed the car. it was just like the chronic days. it was awesome! i think that's why things are good when kyle and pok and i hang out. because we're all that's left of the ( Read more... )

HEY EVERYONE! I HAVE A NEW AIM SCREEN NAME. IT IS xiburiedpaulx. SO. YEAH. THAT'S ALL.

I always seem to upset people. it sucks. i don't know what i do wrong. oh well. things have been good. i don't have much to say, so i'm not going to say much. sorry everyone whom i've ever scared away or upset.

"What the water wants is hurricanes ( Read more... )

so. last night sucked. a lot. it still sucks a little bit now actually. dramamine sucks a lot of ass. because this time not only did it not work, but it didn't even work properly. i felt horrible the entire night and things are still a little weird. but all that doesn't matter because today will be a good day. i hope. but at least the degrassi ( Read more... )