i am so excited. in just about 2 weeks i am going to see my kids. *happy dance* i am so looking forward to it. i cant wait to see everyone else either. Florida definately agrees with me. lost more weight. look and feel wonderful. running another larp here. mage of course. bunch of green players who've never larped before but they are taking to it ( Read more... )

i am firmly of the opinion that boys suck. it is so hard to find a man. and i mean that in the nicest way possible, why is it that someone who claims to love you can be so cruel and mean but in the same sentence turn around and say believe it or not i do love you. what kind of bullshit is that? all i want is a man who is responsible, kind, warm ( Read more... )

ok so i have service for a few minutes so i will update those who care. i made it to florida in one piece and have decided that i love it here. minus the whole not having my kids or you all. this place is amazing. everything is so alive. the enviroment is great. i want to see my kids so bad. i miss them so much there is so much i want to show them ( Read more... )

ok. so i made it to florida in one piece. it is one of the most beautiful places i have ever seen. my hotel was right on the beach and watching the waves crash at night is breathtaking. i miss everybody already. i start work tomorrow night, it will be good. it will give me something to focus on other than the things/people i left behind. i only ( Read more... )

so here is a question that was posed to me. how can you love someone without giving them everything you are. Letting them behind the walls, the masks, to let them know you. this was asked of me because of me. i dont trust. i dont let people in. there are few who have been on the inside or as close to the inside as i will let them go. it got me ( Read more... )

how can one want someone so much your skin aches to be touched by them? how can one be willing to throw caution to the wind to get that touch but end up too afraid to approach? how can one know what an attraction is for? is it because one is intelligent and fun to be around,a nice person? or does it follow the usual path of looks? my attraction is ( Read more... )

Your breath hot on my skin sending shivers down my spine. My pulse quickening, kisses down my neck make me shudder but your arms holding me tight. My blood beginning to burn with each kiss, my breath shortening, small noises escape my throat as your hand becomes entangled in my hair, pulling my head back so you can ravish my throat. Each touch on ( Read more... )