In which i decide to put down my thoughts about sex, dating, and crushes.

Oct 05, 2012 13:27

I feel really odd sometimes. haha ( Read more... )

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hana_ni_nare October 6 2012, 05:22:39 UTC
I'm a bit similar with you to be honest. I don't really think the idol I love in that way, well maybe one or two. but most of the time I just imagining them together with other member. Yes, I do read and write smut, yes I do watch a bit of porn, but I've never masturbates or really think about me having sex with other people. oh, uhm.. *cough* and I haven't experiment with another person.

well, I hope that this isn't awkward.

I think people tend to imagining a hot girl/guy or celebrities when they do masturbate but I don't think that imagining a nameless face is something odd. maybe you are just not really.. what they call? uhm, forgive me if I'm wrong, but maybe you're just have a low sexual appetite. it's not really uncommon I guess, something like that. but maybe you could look into that deeper so you could get it right.

I hope you're not offended for what I write. correct me if I'm wrong. ;)

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melodyprower11 October 6 2012, 06:49:43 UTC
Ah I'm not offended dearie.

And you make some good points haha, although I don't think its a low sex drive, since i do masturbate fairly often, and its not like i dont get turned on or horny.

I'm just not sexually aroused by specific people, if that makes any sense? Seeing a nice face, or body doesn't really get me excited, even if i can go home and masturbate several times that day.

It seems to me I just have problem seeing people that way lol. I'm not sure why.

Even if i like them, think they look nice, love their personality, am extremely close. I'm just not sexually attracted? everything else seems to be there tho.

IDK though. thanks for reading and commenting though ^^;

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decodexx November 17 2013, 07:39:04 UTC
Hi ^^ long time no talk? perhaps you remember me. lol. It's been forever!

Perhaps it could be that you haven't met that one person to spark all your interests at once? I can semi relate to how you feel. It takes a lot to arouse me to be honest. I don't think of my idols in sexual manners because for some reason it just feels wrong. I may get aroused by something that they do, but to develop something further than that and let my thoughts linger, that's where it dies for me. I've tried to imagine my celebrity crushes in full glory and it never works out.

But at the same time it's like you, I get excited, I masturbate, watch porn, etc. But I mean I have a boyfriend and we are semi active. sex isn't everything to me to be honest, I am more of a personality person.

So I can relate to you just a little, lol.

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