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Wednesday enjoyment
Why must I be in a house with four other people and still feel lonely? I mean seriously, I don't feel like I belong here. But where else could I go? Living with my mom would be difficult cause of the distance to and from school. And I'm not close to any friends so I can't just ask one of them if I can stay for a little bit. I'm so trapped and ( Read more... ) -
No sunshine
Well nothing is getting better. My friends are the only ones getting me through this. Today I felt real faint. I had to call out and that started all sorts of shit. Whatever, I'm close to quitting. I just don't see why I cover for everyone and no one, not even my own sister will do it for me. It ain't fair. I'm so stressed right now. Oh, Jersey ( Read more... ) -
Life is too short,
Well, I dunno how I survived this week but I did it. Barely but still. Sorta making a poem but it's more of a silent letter. It's a working progress.
Dear jackass,
Life is too short to regret anything
You aren't a regret,
But rather, a lesson well learned
I don't care if were friends,
Not like it's anything different
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Ughh.
So, I'm not sure if I should post this. Especially, to lj. But I'm gonna do it. So here it goes. I dunno ho much more I can take of this. Between work stressing me out, family stressing me out, and on top of that my problem. Ughh. Like, I feel like it's one of those crying moments. It hurts so much. There is nothing in this world I want more than ( Read more... ) -
January eighth
Well this week has been a roller coaster. Like Griffon style. Monday was eh because of the fact it was our first day back from break. Tuesday was just terrible because of drama and I had to go the doctor to get my foot X-rayed on. Wednesday was amazing cause me and Johnathan hung out all day. Thursday, was worse than Tuesday. Let's just say I ( Read more... ) -
Best Winter Break Ever!
So I got my iPad yesterday and let me tell you, if you don't already have it then you really need to get one. They are amazing! :) As for how I've been, I'm great. I have never been this great about a breakup since I broke up with my first boyfriend. No longer am I torn. That's it for now.
Love,
Melody
Posted via LiveJournal app for iPad.
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Ha.
So, this post makes my previous one pointless. I am no longer torn. Boyfriend told me to call him later so I did finally do it and he told me he "didn't think he could continue this relationship thing" Oh well. It made me happy in a way. I mean I'm pissed he couldn't tell it to my face. I deserved that. Oh well. Now I'm single and don't have to ( Read more... ) -
Winter Break Twenty Ten
So it's been a long time since I posted on here. A lot of things have happened since the last time. So, it's almost the end of first semester at school and it's so nice to think that school is halfway over. I know most people are sad but I'm actually thrilled. I hate Salem and if I hadn't been there for my whole life I would so change schools. But ( Read more... ) -
And Summer Twenty Ten sucks...
So My summer had been doing great up until last night. Yesterday was my brother's 17th birthday and I will never forget it. Not because of him at all of course. Yesterday was the day I lost my boyfriend. He broke up with me. It sucks that I can't ever have a summer that doesn't involve a heart break of some kind. I try to tell myself that if it's ( Read more... ) -
Summer Twenty Ten begins today!
So my last day of school was today! I can honestly say that it was a great school year. Aside from a few minor things that dealt with me, it really was my year. I still have an amazing boyfriend and I can say things are going good for the most part. I have a graduation tomorrow to go to and then me and my family leave for the beach for the week. I ( Read more... )