i really like school. i know the other day i was dreading it and once it started, i was really disliking it, but that has all changed which i am so greatful for. i mean, i really didn't want to have a miserable year, especially since junior year is the most suckiest year, for work. so if the schol year was bad, it would have been bad and on top of ( Read more... )

so, today was the first day of school. i'm trying to get myself to understand that school is probably the easiest part of life and that in 20 yrs i will probably want to go back and also that summer is really actually completely over. it will take a while for both of these things to settle in. i am one of those people that likes to look at the big ( Read more... )

i should stop bitching... school is the easy part. steve irwin died..
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i got my nails done and i look ghetto fab

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i feel like this summer is never-ending. like it will last forever... i wish that was the case because it has been the best one ever. everybody i've seen this summmer has made my summer so spectacular and has made me so happy and full. seeing all these people makes so happy because i love them all so much. not even just my family in israel that i ( Read more... )

fuck i feel really bad and i shouldn't even have the right to feel bad. my mom found out that i didn't take my piercing out and i've hurt her so many times, and i thought it was over. but it was almost inevitable that she wouldn't find out about the piercing... fuck... i'm gonna take it out..

i've been contemplating this for a while... i hate to think it but it's true and than i think.. but what would happen without... would i fall apart... would i be happier.. would i feel empty. i know i would have that something there for me: but i don't know.. it's a thing of convienancy and i think that's what it's mostly been.. it's so great ( Read more... )

last night was a classic summer night... with nothing to do, and just hanging out. but it was fun. suzy and i got rained out... i was fucking freezing because i didn't want to stand under the scaffolding because of the metal (i was scared of getting electricuted) and i didn't wanna stand under a tree, so we just stood out in the open... and than i ( Read more... )

got back from israel yesterday. we landed at 5:40. and when that time came, i hadn't slept for the last 24 or more hours. i was exhausted but i still managed to take a shower, unpack and eat when i came home. my face practically fell into my bowl of food. but i went to sleep around 9:30 and i woke up at 6 and had an amazing sleep. lots of really ( Read more... )

well, i hope that elia reads this because it is dedicated to her because i was just reading one of her lj entries and i want her to be able to read about my life and i have a lot to update about ( Read more... )

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes ( Read more... )