so. so maybe this isn't horrible. there are some pretty cool kids here. and they want to be my friends. that is a good thing.
i miss you guys, though....and every now and then, i guess pretty homesick.
sigh.

love you guys.

seperation anxiety, what?

i don’t wanna meet your friends
and i don’t wanna start over again
i just want my life to be the same
just like it used to be
some days i hate everything
i hate everything
everyone and everything
please don’t tell me everything is wonderful now.

FRIENDS DON'T LEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAVEEEEEEE

*bangs head against wall*

i don't normally do quizzes. but. yeah.

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.

005. I own lots of books. 
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I like to play video games.
008. I’ve tried marijuana.
009. I’ve watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I ( Read more... )

my heart stopped beating

such a softer sin

i'm melting

i'm melting in your eyes.

say it ain't so

i will not go

turn the lights off

carry me home.

bad news comes, don't you worry even when it lands
good news will work its way to all them plans

alright, don't worry
even if things end up a bit too heavy
we'll all float on alright.

i'll really really really miss you guys.

oh lord.

i think i'm not doing very good at life.

i want bubba to come home.

i went driving late last night. that was nice.

i think if i have to smile at one more person or make one more " :-D " face i'm going to start screaming and not be able to stop.

*BANGS HEAD AGAINST WALL*

you can tell me how vile i already know that i am.

ill grow old and start acting my age.

ill be a brand new day in a life that you hate. a crown of gold. a heart that's harder than stone.

and it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.

call me a safe bet.

i'm betting i'm not.