I miss my Cory so much, I havent spoken to him since last friday night. I was hoping to get to speak to him online last night but he wasnt on, so I am hoping tonight ( Read more... )

I cannot wait for the next two weeks to be over, I am looking forward to having a break from it all and not having work to do. This semester has been a rollercoaster so far, and I am still trying to catch up with things. I know my grades are sucking so far but whatever, in reality is it all that important? I will get into grad school, maybe not the ( Read more... )

I got to talk to Cory yesterday morning on the phone, it was so nice to hear his voice. I miss him so much. We caught up and then talke about things between us and that we want to try and make them work but know it will be diffcult since the distance for so long and he is iffy because he got hurt in his last relationship, he knows i wont hurt him ( Read more... )

So I had very nice amazing dream last night, it was a very sexual dream with Cory in it. He and I had an amazing night of sex and conversation in the dream. I woke up thinking damn that was good sex, only if it could actually happen right now....with him so far away, my sex life is very much lacking, although i wouldnt want to be with any other man ( Read more... )

Spoke to Cory tonight, it was a nice surprise since I wasnt expecting him to be online, but he has off for the next 3 days. He told me about his exprience of getting completely trashed on tuesday night, hopefully he was a good boy, which i think he was since he got sick and then passed out, not remembering much. oh my baby ( Read more... )

I miss Cory like crazy, I cant stop thinking about him. Today I got some of the stuff for his vday package: a awesome card, a cute little stuffed animal, a phonecard (so perhaps he will call but i dont want to pressure him to), these cheesy little love fortune hearts, and i bought conversation hearts that I am going to add to a homemade letter, ( Read more... )

So I got an email from Cory today, not what i expected he wrote a generic email just apoligizing for taking so long to write and saying that he might be deployed come June for 7-9 months, with that he will get to see the world and travel to 10-20 countries, which is his dream. But it means that there is like no chance of me getting to visit him ( Read more... )

Anyways, so much time has passed since my last entry that it would be forever long for me to go through everything that has happened, so here is a brief version ( Read more... )

I have to begin packing tomorrow, haha thought I was going to begin this earlier in the week, but i had been gathering all my stuff for the trip ( Read more... )

New Years was just okay, the day started off really shitty, cried all morning until 2pm, when i finally decided to go with Amanda up to her apartment at Wilkes University. It was fun but not at the same time, i was just sad becuase of things with Cory and missing him, plus being nervous about my trip and whatnot ( Read more... )