I don't want to waste this, I don't want it wasting me.

[megan_dfox]

I haven't really written anything in weeks, and not for lack of anything to say, but too much. April was a month that felt like years because it held so much and it's almost hard to believe that it all took place in a span of thirty days. I came to Vancouver for the purpose of filming a movie and I had to leave at the worst time possible. The sky

Comments

[adam_brody]

That is a hardcore picture.

[megan_dfox]

Thank you, that honestly means a lot. I really don't mind anyone seeing it, I just wish I didn't dislike the circumstances of it being shown so much.

[tylhilton]

It's funny how that happens, how we can change so much in such short times. I was thinking about some similar things earlier. Sometimes it feels like it makes more sense just to roll with the way things are cyclical than to fight them, though, I don't know. I like both of those songs a lot; I've been listening to this today. I like the piano part.

[megan_dfox]

I think it helps when you feel like there are things to look forward to, it's a positive thing and it makes everything else seems not so bad. No, I agree. I think if you're meant to go through something it makes things harder on you if you fight against it rather than let it unfold as is. I liked it, you always listen to the best stuff.

[shia]

thats pretty shitty what that guy did to you. it's sort of disgusting what some people will do for a little bit of money or attention. WE ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING COOL FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT

[megan_dfox]

It's petty and just really disrespectful, I think. But there's nothing I can do about it now, so. I guess it just makes me thankful he did dump me and I didn't waste a second more than I already had. CAN WE STILL AND WILL IT INVOLVE ALCOHOL??

[shia]

YES OF COURSE. this weekend.

[tcheryl]

You're obviously much better off without him. How do you plan on spending your birthday?

[megan_dfox]

I feel pretty much the same way. I had muddled plans, actually, I had like no idea what I was going to do for it but they finally ironed out and I had a good time anyway.

[amandasey]

They really should have held out on nominating Diablo until they saw this flick. I mean, seriously.

[megan_dfox]

I so agree, I don't know what they were thinking. They're going to feel so dumb when they see what kind of hot, life-changing stuff they missed out on acknowledging!