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Jan 08, 2005 20:29

ive given up on having friends.

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afterthedreams January 8 2005, 17:46:40 UTC
I just want to know why no one is on Jessica's case and suffocating her over never seeing them over break? Because she was working, right? Well, her job is important but not even as important as my family is to me. You don't know what it's like to come from a family as close as mine. They complete me. Being away from them is SO HARD. I wanted to spend every day with them because it's an amazing privledge to be able to. I mean, I didn't walk around with my phone in my pocket makign sure to never miss a plan being made because I know something would come up (My sister asking me to take her somewhere, or soething of the sort) and I'd have to cancel on my friends because of it. You can't expect me to come home and be around you every single day. I feel so suffocated by you when I read things like this. I want friends but I want to not be shunned for being able to spend time with my family. I didn't see Zac at all, aside from with you that one time and another two-minute stunt at Christmas. How is that fair, he's my best friend? But he had ( ... )

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meg_a_la January 8 2005, 18:13:53 UTC
i have gotten on jessicas case, but she doesnt have a car. and she didnt write me letters and leave me comments making it seem that she wanted to spend more than a few hours with her one day. also, she lives here, i see her much more often than i see you.
like i said, i dont want you to take time away from your family, and i dont want you to be attached to your phone. but it would be nice to hear something from you. i left comments and messages simply asking you to call me and give me a yes or no answer to if you wanted to hang out with you. call it suffocation if you want, but its not.
and please dont act like this post is "suffocating" because it isnt about you.
please drop it.

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meg_a_la January 8 2005, 19:55:59 UTC
when i get a cell phone and its not long distance, ill call you during every break. if i have a car too, we will even hang out.
:(

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lilmissfuckup January 8 2005, 18:01:01 UTC
how about no. You dont love me anymore :(

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meg_a_la January 8 2005, 18:23:04 UTC
i dont believe in love.

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olgybear January 8 2005, 21:10:40 UTC
Me either, and here's my comment:

Just keep your chin up because there are always people who are willing to hang out with you, you just don't notice them much. And it's not that I'm blaming you, or speaking of anyone/anything in specific, I'm just saying that you shouldn't give up so quickly just because a couple people won't return calls.

Feel better

<3Olga

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meg_a_la January 9 2005, 17:01:12 UTC
thanks, darling.
<3

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seapuss6sic6 January 8 2005, 18:35:27 UTC
NOOO!!! You better not! I miss you! We havnt seen eachother in a long time, and i dont want it to be forever!! Love you Megan. Be happy...we all want you to be

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meg_a_la January 8 2005, 18:39:42 UTC
you and who else?
no one! im tired of caring and not being cared for in return.

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seapuss6sic6 January 8 2005, 22:01:35 UTC
Well I for one care about you. And im sure plenty others do.

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meg_a_la January 9 2005, 09:50:34 UTC
thank you, cody.
<3

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lunchallday January 9 2005, 09:21:45 UTC
megan,

i consider myself your friend.

love,
adam

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meg_a_la January 9 2005, 09:56:25 UTC
adam,

i consider yourself my friend, too.

love,
megan.

ps: thank you.
<3

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lunchallday January 9 2005, 10:40:25 UTC
i have a big hug waiting for you.

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meg_a_la January 9 2005, 17:01:44 UTC
<3

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