meaningless5841
Feb 10, 2006 17:47
life is okay. i lost my ob at the nursing home but i am working a finding a job i might like. but i don;t know.
things will go my way.
because i am god.
<3 amanda
meaningless5841
Jan 10, 2006 08:31
i need help.
life really does suck sometimes.
meaningless5841
Jan 01, 2006 20:50
just kill me.
because not only is that what i deserve, it's what you ended up doing anyways.
theres no need for the fake smiles and honest hellos.
because even i know who you really are.
new years eve...
never again.
<3 amanda
meaningless5841
Dec 28, 2005 07:43
what is the fucking point of having parents if they arn't going to be there whenever you need them?
fuck that.
i am now forced to get my own place.
-amanda
meaningless5841
Dec 27, 2005 21:37
i think i might just have another breakdown.
figues things start getting better, something bad is bound to happen.
i just wasen't expecting it so soon.
meaningless5841
Dec 19, 2005 22:06
i am okay with life.
although sometimes, i wish i would die.
am i really that fucking ugly?
-amanda