i found the course material for a writers bureau course at work, just before it was thrown out. that is way expensive and im getting it free!! woohoo!

ok so i keep having those dreams again tho they have rather extended into daytime. eek!! not good. tho it did get me thinking. they only really started after he looked at my car. so. that got me thinking. the ideal guy 4 me (tho im not fussed if he actually materialises) is a guy who's practical, good with his hands (not like that!!.. tho i wouldnt ( Read more... )

i re read an old entry dated back april 23rd 2004 i think and it talked about a tarot reading i had done online. it said one long term relationship and a baby girl. grace said i was to have a baby girl. simon said i was to have one long term relationship. oh my god. who could it be?? im quite excited now. bitch or not, someone will love me :-)

am i a bitch??? on the eve of my 22nd birthday i ask, am i a bitch??

funny enough, when i saw that last past about sweet things a guy could do, i had been thinking about it that day. i'd like to add listen to her when she goes on about work etc and never tell her to shut up. basically just listen. im sick of people not listening to me and changing the subject so it swings back onto them.

Kiss her in the movie theatres ( Read more... )

19 ways to win a girls heart ( Read more... )

this one was surreal. i dont remember most of it, just the last part really. i was kissing a man, passionately. i didnt see his face but he had stubble and hair, i knew somehow it was brown. he was forceful but gentle and i remember feeling a lot for him. im gonna look it up. well thats annoying. it speak about kissing but talks about 'kissing HER ( Read more... )

im getting a new car!!! not like new new, just newer. central locking, sun roof, electric windows, CD player, immaculate condition.. welcome to the twentyfirst century. wooo!

I am:

Looking for work
Saving for a new car
Gonna try and get my hair as straight as this ALWAYS in future
Gonna try n learn the art of fortune telling by playing cards
Gonna analyse those dreams i need to do
Gonna be travelling soon (apparently) tho i have no money and no reason to. im confused!!