this too shall pass

[maybemonday]

I filled up the past two years of my life with one person, and then that person left. So there’s an uncomfortable feeling now of the last two years being ephemeral in some way, unreal, lost. Close to nonexistant. Like I went from being a freshman to being a senior with no transition in between. It’s a weird, difficult, desperate feeling - I’m

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[emk]

I know what you mean...

[sanslimites]

you know, i had that after the castle fell, and after the house burnt down. Especially with the castle- because after the house burnt down, and then dela died, there was a complete separation from everyone there. And even now sometimes, I have to remind myself that it did happen, because that was a *very* important part of my life that No One who knows me now ever saw.
I felt like a ghost.

it gets better after you don't *need* to associate it with people anymore...

[achanceecho]

After awhile it doesnt get easier,

however.

it gets easier to accept. As in, "Oh that was a part of my life" instead of trying to cancel it out or ignore it.

Don't force it, don't regret it. Just learn from it and move on.