Author: MAYA
Pairings: Sakumoto , Ohmiya, Sho X Kitagawa Keiko
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Drama, romance, angst, fluff
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, they own themselves.
Note :
* I was really touched by Souta - kun's deep love In " shitsuren chocolatier " , so I thought about using this type of love for my lovely SakuMoto .
* Thanks to my dear
matsuaurore for her great great help !
* English is not my first language nor second , so forgive me if you saw something here and there ~
* This is my first fanfic ever , hope you like it :)
I couldn't recognize when things started to grow that way. All I could see was Sho on the ground with his bloody lips and I, trying to calm Toma down.
"Toma! Stop! This is too much!" I shouted at my friend trying to take him away from off lover. For my surprise, Sho never struggled. He let Toma punish his stomach and push him to the ground. "Toma, please! At least explain-"
"You know everything, right Jun?"He looked sadly to me. I felt guilty. I didn't know how to react, so I just nodded while helping Sho to stand."He was trying to take my child!!"
"I am not the only one who made a mistake Toma-kun."Sho interrupted and stood in front of Toma, looking immediately to his eyes. "You slept with my ex-girlfriend when we were still together."Sho held my hand not to disappoint me probably.
"Was it my mistake if you made her depress?"
"Then you sleep with every depressed girl?"Sho chuckled and received another slap from Toma.
"I love her."
"And so do I."Sho said with a confident tune and tightened his hand around mine.
"Wh-what?"
"I am sure I can protect her more than you."
"No!"Toma protested, ready to punish Sho, but my lover stopped him this time. I felt a relief, I hated seeing him receiving this type of hard hitting.
"Talk with me like a man!! Stop this childish attitude!!"Sho shouted at him and Toma froze.
After moments of silence, Toma lowered his eyes, then kneeled on the ground. He wanted to say something, but each time he opened his mouth, nothing would be said.
"Sho-san… Even I don't know why I should do that since you broke up with her…"Toma stopped for a while, thinking about the appropriate things to say. "Please, let me have her with the child." I looked at Sho to see him smiling. I understood my lover's plan. He was testing Toma to offer his ex an appropriate position.
"Stand Toma-kun, you proved it. I will not be nosy between you two."
"Was it that easy to push me to him?" We heard from the door, a really sad tune.
"K-keiko. It is not like this." She came closer to Sho and pulled his hand.
"Sho, dear... Can't we just return to where we were? I love you... I really do... I can't live without you." I wanted to slip my hand from Sho's but he carried it harder. I felt…Safe?
"Wake up, Keiko!" Sho shouted.
"We can't be together anymore. I have him." He pointed to me."And you have Toma's baby." She released Sho's hand and looked at Toma.
"I can't believe…"
"Won't you give me a chance?"Toma whispered. I felt pity for him. My friend really loved her.
"I thought about it a lot." She stayed on the chair then continued."If Sho won't be with me anymore I will give birth in this month."
"NO!" We all screamed in sync.
"But, I have another idea now."
"Please Keiko don't be-"
"Take that child when he born."
"What?"Toma asked so shocked. "It's my child…"
"If you two accept taking that child, I will go with Toma."
"Why would you do that?"Sho asked angrily.
"That is my revenge for your mother." She said making us gasp in surprise. Women could be really evil!
"But.."
"I am giving you time to think about it. Because I am scared of that child inside me. All I had since knowing about my pregnancy was pain, pain, and more pain. I cannot imagine being able to raise him. My memories with you would be in every moment I spend with that child."
"Calm down, Keiko... We can't..."Sho still protested. I pouted at his reaction because from the beginning, I wanted that child.
"I accept that."Toma suddenly said.
"Wait! Toma! Think more about it!"
"If I don't take my decision now. I will not be able to do it another time." I looked at Keiko-san gazing at Toma, I wouldn't say that I saw exactly love, but I really saw hope, hope to love and be loved. Toma chose her, not that child.
"So...so you don't want that child?" Keiko stammered, not believing his fast decision.
"Yes." He smiled at her.
"STOP THIS STUPIDITY FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!" My lover yelled at both of them. "Can't you imagine that child miserable life without his parents? Are you heartless?"
Sho-kun…"
"That is right, Sho." Keiko-san giggled. "You love that child more than both of us. You are the one who thinks about the child in this situation. Not me, nor him. I trust you more than myself to take care of him…"
"Althou-" I stopped Sho by putting my other hand on his shoulder to show my protestation. Oh my God that was embarrassing!
"Sho…?" I hesitated, but thought it would very fast if I just say it. "Let… let us take care of that child… together?" I blushed really hard, I wasn't looking to Sho's eyes, but I swear that I felt his deep smile.
"You should have said it before then." He chuckled and took me to his embrace.
"Oi! Oi! You can't do it again!"Toma covered his eyes.
"What? What?" Keiko asked curiously.
"They were making love very sweetly and I waited a long time here~~"
"O~~h, you weren't that careless with me." Keiko said pointing to Sho. We separated from each other feeling shy because of the new couple.
"I can be like this with you!" Toma suggested.
"Stop it!"She hit his arm, making us laugh very hard. Who suspected this would end like this?
I thought a lot about my life and if I needed to sacrifice it. And what I came up with was, if we put the whole world on a scale and Kazunari on the other, absolutely the second would be the winner. One sole of his tears was a million times more important than my whole life.
"Moshi moshi, Satoshi?"
"I've left the whole world behind me and came running to you. You are supposed to accept my heart, otherwise you will see me dying."
"No! Don't… I love you Toshi, and I am sorry for the previous day."
"Open the door, my cock is hardening by listening to your sexy voice."
When the door opened, I was sure that I did choose the right decision.
Love is the only thing you cannot play with.
Five years later…
I returned home after weeks of shooting abroad. It felt very long.
"Tadaima!"
"Okaeri papa!"
"Oh, my lovely skylark." My child came and hugged me tightly. I gave him a kiss on his fluffy cheek.
"You came, honey?" Jun rushed toward me with an apron, and the three of us shared a sweet hug. "I missed you." I pecked his nose and looked at his eyes straightly. Oh my God, my life contained only these two. We felt movement in our legs to see Keito pouting at us.
"Oh~ why my singing bird is so angry?" I held him in my arms.
"Sho papa when you see Jun Papa you became sooooo pervert!"
"E~~h? He is able to say long sentences! And what? Pervert? Let me catch you small evil." I put him on the ground and he ran toward the living room and I ran after him, but before, I kissed my husband and said at fast, "I missed you to, sweetheart."
After so much of running and playing, we put him finally in bed.
"Ah~ you can't believe how active he was. I am so tired." I brushed my lover's hair then looked at our child.
"You do so?"
"Just a little." He said cutely.
"Why you make papa so tired?"
"Not to let him be able to cry anymore."
"CRY!?"
"SshhhhKeito! Stop it!"
"No, tell papa. He was crying?"Keito jumped to my chest.
"He was looking at your pictures and starting to cry. Papa Jun really missed Sho Papa." I wouldn't hope anything more. I smiled and hugged my child then put him again on the bed.
"Thank you for telling me baby. I will deal with Jun papa later. Now, sleep." He nodded, but refused to sleep.
"Papa?"
"Hmm?"
"Why does my name is Keito?"
"You don't like it?"
"No, but it is so far from yours."
"What a smart boy." My husband said, so proud.
"Your name contains two parts. Kei from Keiko, and To from Toma." I explained
"And Who are they?"
"They are a really good people. You will know them later."
"Okay." He closed his eyes and it didn't take a long time to see him deeply sleep.
Both of us, left the room. I noticed Jun escaping from me from embarrassment. I took his hand and pulled him against me. Putting my two arms around his waist, he stopped moving.
"So~ you missed me so much?" He blushed, Oh my God I was getting crazier. "I hope you didn't think of fucking my pictures."
"No! pervert!" I laughed. Then hugged him tightly, I missed his warm body.
"Jun?"
"Hmm?"
"We will have a long night."
"See? You pervert."
"I didn't say I will fuck you in this long night." Jun blushed again. I laughed at his cuteness. "As I'm able to."
Just outside of our bedroom, Jun cupped my face with both hands and kissed me. I rested one hand on his hip, the other against his back, pressing him into me.
A soft bite to Jun's bottom lip caused his mouth to part, allowing me to deepen the kiss. My hands slipped down, cupping the back of his thighs and lifting him off the floor. Jun locked his legs around my hips and clutched my shoulders.
Carefully supporting Jun with one arm, I slid the door open and crossed the distance to the bed. His arm still around my neck pulled me down to him. I placed a knee on the bed between his legs and leaned over him.
I moved my mouth to the junction of Jun's neck and shoulder, just above his collarbone, and began to suck the skin here, intented on leaving a mark. I started undoing his buttons one by one, then I opened the shirt widely to touch the exposed milky skin. Jun pressed his palm against my chest pushing my shirt half way and I shrugged the shirt way off.
A low grunt escaped me as Jun applied pressure and friction to my hard erection. I started licking his chest, missing every part of that amazing body. I sucked his perfect nipples hearing a soft moan from my beautiful husband.
I unzipped his pants and slid it down. I pushed in to his boxer, playing with his balls.
“Sho…”
Hearing my name on his lips aroused me. I pulled him so that his ass was resting on my knees and lifted his leg on my shoulder, pressing kisses on the inside of his thigh. Jun bit his lip as I slowly licked his thigh to the inside of his entrance.
I lowered his leg and moved to a pocket to take a condom. I held the pocket in my teeth and began to undo my pants. As I pushed it on the floor with the boxer, I jumped on the bed again. Jun opened his legs widely, but before I entered him I caught him in a breathless kiss.
As I shoved completely inside him, he buried his head in the crook of my neck screaming my name. He was soft and warm, but I didn't dare to move until he got used to my desirable cock in his entrance.
Feeling him calm, I started to move, deeper, faster and closer. I licked a thin drop of sweat rolling down Jun's cheek, even that small thing aroused me. I caught his lips in a passionate kiss and started to move as fast as I could, reaching my orgasm.
I collapsed onto his side. Jun slipped the used condom from my body and put it elsewhere, then rolling on my chest.
I started thinking of him again. Feeling really satisfy with my life.
"Honey?"
"Hmm?"
"Thank you for not letting me escape five years ago."
"How many times will you say it?"
"Because I mean it. Now, you and Keito around me. That is enough for me."
"No, you love your job also."
"Knowing that you were crying while I was not here, I think I will not accept any abroad reports anymore."
"Really?"
"I love you, Jun. I started going crazy."
"I can make you crazier."
"Shut up!" We laughed then fell in a deep sleep.
Who could imagine that our life could be like this when you saw our situation five years ago? Everywhere, believe me, hope existes, absolutely will exist.
End* This final chapter was supposed to contain Ohmiya parts, but when I started to write, I couldn't stop! I reached 7000 words =_=" so I decided to make it in another series while solving Ohmiya problems quietly XDDD
* About Sakumoto, I tried as much as possible to make the end happy and does make sense XDD Coz you know, they cannot take others' child just like this..
* And, even if the plot was so simple, I really enjoyed writing it. It was my first fan fic, I am happy I finished it
* Thanks for everyone who encouraged me to complete this fic and commented in the previous chapters ^^I hope you will like my next fics.
Chapter01-
Chapter02-Chapter03 Chapter 4 * Comments are welcomed ^^
JA ~