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[maviscruet]

For some reason I was struck this lunch time by the fact that my relationship with CC was bound on both side by funerals.

We got together at our mutal friend, Mark Lewis, wake.
We split up two days after I'd buried my friend Dave Broster.

Strange.

Comments

CC

[madcatwoman]

Hate to say it, but I think you have a big case of the "L" word.....

Re: CC

[maviscruet]

Love?

Well if I do, it's a shame because the woman least likly to ever go out with me in the entire world is CC. Frankly lesbians are more likly to go out with me then CC to do that again.

And of course I love her. I would never have gone out with her for two years if I did not love her. I'm odd, a little dense, and un-empathic but I'm not odd, dense or un-empathic

But, in all honesty, I think I miss my friend more then I miss my girlfriend. Although I'd be lying if I said I did not miss my girlfriend as well.

[madcatwoman]

That's the problem, sometimes. Getting involved with someone can fuck up a really good friendship - but you sometimes don't get the chance to have the friendship without the being involved bit. Catch 22 etc. and what a bummer it is!
Anyway, many apologies if I spoke out of turn. I wasn't trying to be nosey or rub salt in the wound - just vaguely interested to see if what seemed to shine out from your lj like a beacon was what I thought it was.
(it was...)

You should bear in mind...

[maviscruet]

.... that I'm a soppy bugger. Valentines day is coming up and I'm not really feeling that chipper mentally at the momment. I'm also overly prone to romanticising things and over analysing things way way to hard.

None of which are good things when looking at an ex relationship.

Part of the problem could be me and CC have no experience of how to react to each other when where not part of a couple. We met, we became a couple.