Yea I guess that's it. I told my dad already, haven't been in the water for a few weeks. Doesn't look like my body (or my mind for that matter) can really handle it anymore. Guess it's a good thing nobody bought tickets for trials ( Read more... )

When will people learn that you CAN'T make somebody love you? If they don't love you, they don't. No amount of pleading and pushing will change that.

Shit, if it was that easy I'd be married by now.

HAH.

Why do we keep doing the same messed up things to each other?

There's a lot of things I don't understand.

Maybe this is my punishment for the things I've done.

I don't know if it's JUST me, but I feel like it's SOOOOOO frustrating when people just DON'T get it. It doesn't really matter how many different ways you say it, it's almost like if they don't want to accept it, they don't recognize it ( Read more... )

Oh yes. Thought I'd never return. It's been 6 months and I can definately say that I'm nowhere near the same person I was when I left 6 months ago.

I'm not awake enough to write deep thoughts yet, I'll save that for later.

I just wanted to say I'm back. ;)

been quite some time. i've been inspired by a neurovurt i know to write again...

maybe it with help with the pain too. the pain of feeling like you had your entire life laid out in front of you just the way you wanted it, only to have it taken away....

i have to remember: time heals all things. i hope to god that holds true with this.

Alumni Meet pwnage this weekend what.

I am buttcised.

Then I get to see my Denny Hamlin love at Dover with my buddy. He's there to mop up the drool.

I gotta go to work I'm worthless here.

Guitar Hero 2 comes out Nov 7th.

My Chemical Romance album "The Black Parade" comes out Oct 24th.

Senses Fail album out on Oct 10th.

Sweet.

In other news, I feel like shit. Physically and mentally.

Whatever. What can I do.

Holy shit, I have class tomorrow ( Read more... )

I just want my life to return to normal. I want my friend back. I want my job back. I want my bebe sister back.

Why must I always want everything I can't have.

At least I'm somebody's favorite...