todays a month.. and i havnt talked to him in 10 days.. again.. the 2nd time it happened.

Your last kiss goodbye
Put water in these eyes

birthday in 11days..

i'm at home ( Read more... )

Today is the First day of December!
I will NOT let anyone ruin this month for me..
i wont get mad, sad, or cry or upset! i refuse to have this month turn out bad!

*..but why lie to me..?*

My birthday is in 20 days!
DECEMBER 19th!
DECEMBER 21st! cass (the LOVE of my LIFE.. thats her birthday)

Things are better.. =)
i still miss him very much.. its been too long...
This weekend.. coming up.. is full of memories.. <3 ricardo, jeff, and jon miller.. one year ago ( Read more... )

rough days.. i wish they would go away..
im taking shit out on people when its not them

This weekend was ok.. friday was the BEST! hehe.. <3 ( Read more... )

i wish they would notice...
that the little things matter most..*

i feel far from everyone..

THIS MADE MY DAY ( Read more... )

if you love someone let them go,
if they come back then they are yours forever,
and if they dont, they werent yours to begin with.

i'm sick.
really sick actually. depending how things go maybe ill end up in the hospital for 3 to 5 days...
uhhh NO! I DONT THINK SO!
i hate the doctors, i HATE the hospital. i refuse.

monday...<3 November 8, 2004 <3 ( Read more... )

i cant get sick ( Read more... )