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[mathiaspaladin]

I'm feeling kinda down right now; things are ok, just right now, a little down. Samantha was sick today, so I didn't get to see her, and then when I called earlier, her mom answered and said she was sleeping, since she's sick and all. But she offered to let her know I called when she woke up, which sounded good to me. Funny thing is, I haven't

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[piratemuffin]

Sammi's mom is pretty crazy. and I pretty much have no doubt that when you see Sammi again, Sammi will go into the shpiel being upset about her mom not giving her messages. This happens often, I could practicaly rehearse her speech for her, lol.

I know her well, and I know you should not worry.

[mathiaspaladin]

Yea, I'm not really "worried" per se. I guess I just run through all sorts of situations to prepare myself in case of the worst, and then when I'm wrong, I am extremely relieved, which is a good feeling to make up for dreading stuff.

[lephoquedumort]

I know what you're going through. I've successfully weened myself off of some unhealthy tendancies since I started dating Rachel, but your obsessiveness about wanting to talk to sami on the phone reminds me of my days of being with thea.

Communication is key. Just talk to her when you can, and if something makes you feel uncomfortable (like not being able to talk often enough), make sure it's an issue that's at least out in the open and that you have a mutual understanding about.
Don't be weird about it mind you, just make sure communication is free and open.

[mathiaspaladin]

Right, yea, that's what's necessary. Now the question is if I'm able to do it; probably, but you never know.

[bruisesilkensky]

Love is a terrifying thing.

And that's not sarcasm.