What a shame the poor groom's bride is a whore.

[masuyo]

I started at Comp last Thursday. Hurray right? NOT. As it stands I'm already working 2 weeks straight. FWT? I guess I gotta do what I gotta do though. Gei. Yesterday it really hit me. Although I haven't been doing it that long, the thought of how much time I wont have is down right I dunno. Makes me feel out of control. So yesterday after

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[in_captivation]

Damn woman. You owe less then I do ; ;

[layseesux]

You'll get slightly numb towards the no time thing. And bitter towards everyone else with time, especially the ones who say how fucking busy they are and just sit on their ass. But the anxiety never fades and every two weeks or so, I feel like I'm having a breakdown. Like one of those serious breakdowns where I feel so overwhelmed and out of control and like honestly don't have time to even breathe. And you'll have a week every now and then where you cry every single day.

That's how it is for me, at least. And I'm only three-ish months in.