What an interesting day.
Nothing like "special cookies"?
Gotta love the bake sales.
Gotta love Holy Spirit.
I am finally going to a show tomorrow.
I am finally getting A Clockwork Orange back.
Loneliness feels like a boulder in the pit of your stomach.
Protonix in the morning Xantac at night.
It doesn't go away.
I believe I scared Lauren and Rich today ( Read more... )

Do not let me leave you with the sense of happiness from last week.
I'm SICK of dreaming.
I'm sick of you.
I'm sick of me.
Fuck you.

I have never been as sad and hateful in my life, as I have been last night.
I am so fucking glad.
He is my thread, I am his needle, and we need each other to stitch our wounds back together.

[Never let them see, your heart is pounding full of hope.]

I feel so much better.  I am not sad.  I am determined.

[There's no bigger spotlight than shone on the ( Read more... )

I wonder if I'll ever cross paths with someone who has a part of me in them. I bet I'll never know.

I feel very lowly. I haven't felt so bad..since I can remember. I think a lot of it has to do with being lonely. I realized I am pretty alone. I have Dave, I know that. I've become a little too dependent on him I realize. I have always been a really social person, and somehow that all stopped. I think it started when Kristen only wanted ( Read more... )

The play was amazing, really amazing. I am so proud of everyone who was involved because they did such a wonderful job. I have yet to see any sort of production so good. I am going to see it again next Saturday, and bringing along Mike. It should be nice. I like doing things with people I'm actually comfortable with ( Read more... )

Dolores O'Riordan has a beautiful voice and face ( Read more... )

I feel very bad. I really don't want to ( Read more... )