Comments | marynyu: April is the month for writting!!!

marynyu

April is the month for writting!!!

Apr 04, 2010 21:14

You know, because the deadline is coming and I still have nothing?? XD

So with the awesome help from whreflections I ironed out a few plot issues, and I'm getting started!!!

Also, honey, you remember how you felt so betrayed by the way they handled Dean's character at the last scene of the last episode?? Well....

( THEN... aka. My take on Dean's state of mind. )

fangirling, fanfic, big_bang, spn

Comments 7

guardiancastiel April 5 2010, 00:33:40 UTC

D:
last episode was soooooo depressing.
I can't even bring myself to re-watch it, I mean the first thirty minutes are amazing and funny.
Then it gets depressing, the acting is top notch but I just don't feel like crying. :/

marynyu April 5 2010, 01:02:15 UTC

Inorite?? I just.... they're all so BROKEN it breaks my heart, and I just wanna huggle them all and give them hot cocoa or something..

Or, you know, write fic for the big_bang where I breake them even further... I'll make it better, though!!!

Poor boys.

guardiancastiel April 5 2010, 01:28:52 UTC

If you broke them anymore we'd need microscopes to see them! DX
LOL
but i would deffinately be interested in reading your fic! ^^

marynyu April 5 2010, 01:39:12 UTC

LOL I think you're right. Of course, that's not gonna stop the show from doing it.

I hope I can write it all on time, I just got the final ideas for the plot figured out!! It's going to be for the spn_j2_bigbang thing, so I have less than a month to write at least a 20K words first draft. And right now I have about 50. XD

whreflections April 6 2010, 13:50:15 UTC

Ok, I hadn't checked my flist until today cause I've been mostly holed up writing and keeping myself off LJ to keep away the temptation of readin(lol), so I just saw this, and...

Ok maybe, maybe you have a point. I would at least like to think you do. But what I still can't see is even if was himself he was done with, how the hell could he do that knowing how much it would hurt Sam? I just...gah. I still hate it. Desperately. Beyond desperately. But, I like your take it on a tiny bit better, ^^

The angsty-ness is killing me...I want to zap them somewhere happy and give them a puppy. XD

marynyu April 6 2010, 14:39:58 UTC

Yeey!! I made you hate that scene a little tiny bit less!! ^.^

The angstyness is enough to drown in, I swear!! But this lovely picspam just lifted my mood.

http://aesc.livejournal.com/427079.html

It was posted on deancas, and... let's just say, I may have to write Cas more like THIS once I get started on his scenes. Because, BAMF warrior of the lord?? Yeah, THAT's his character.

Even if we love to woobiefy him. XD

whreflections April 6 2010, 15:36:13 UTC

Gah, that was great. &hearts

And that's so true, even after writing him as a demon I still have this tendency to want to have Dean taking care of him because I love protective!Dean in all forms, but most of the time, Cas seriously doesn't need it. he definitely is a BAMF of the Lord, and I would love to see him have a serious conversation with God about all this shit that's gone down, because I think it would be a little bit like Sam and John going at it, except with much more anger, :D