its all falling apart

[maryho]

I've had two anxiety attacks today, one was damn near close to becoming a full on panic attack. Part of my control strategies were thinking things out A,B,C....instead of jumping from A to Z. The problem is that my A thought is "The guy you love just broke your heart" it doesn't really matter what B thru Z is. They just suck

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[speaksoftlylove]

Hey hey hey it was his JOB to keep things together for you. And of course visa versa, but the things that you were going through were too big for you to be able to dote on him. And I'm sure that he realized that. But this is what IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH means. If he needed your help, he should have mentioned something to you; because anyone who knows you even marginally could have been able to tell that in the last almost-year, you have your own pain and healing to attend to, so you're not going to be able to focus on other peoples' hurt

[lunashock]

I can't add anymore but a big thumbs up to AJ. Vent away in LJ that's why it's here!