im home again. i pray to god that its not for long. i hope so very much that i can get everything dealt with swiftly. i need to be on this tour. i MUST get away from my father. more importantly, jesus wants me to be on the tour ( Read more... )

i am a complete and total idiot.

my coming home to deal with shool stuff is what most of you will assume this means. but that is ok.
only stacey and one other person know why i am really an idot. im sorry...maybe i need not be to you, but i sure am sorry for me about it. stupid. stupid. stupid.

happy birthday dann

pray for jesus to come

im in indy. we leave tomorrow. im excited. i miss you guys.

pray for these things...

dann got home safe.
josh and his heart
the tour.
haste the day
steve o

and a little prayer on the side that i might sell some purs fone cds and make some money.

read the 4 gospels. weep for love that none of us understand.

im leaving tomorrow for indy...and form there, everywhere else. i have a feeling i didnt pass my test on thursday. thats ok. who needs high school...right...?

pray for the tour.

i want to show people a love that i cant explain. how the crap am i supposed to do that?

i finished the last persephone cd tuesday night. it sounds really good. chris is awesome at what he does and i hope he finds success in it. people hung out while i did and it was nice. drewie did some vocals for us that sound freakin wicked awesome. jen is alot of fun(froggie cooter). candie seems nice, mike was there and is more fun everytime i ( Read more... )

I am the bringer of destruction ( Read more... )

i went to support my friends tonight. it was fun. i felt distant from everyone though. not really sure why. hww had a good set. they seem to be getting better responses every show. i am happy for them. i talked with becka and she is a good kid. im glad the jesus loves us unconditionally. parents...sometimes i wonder, but jesus, he's good to go. ( Read more... )

show announcement....

EXTOL
THE SHOWDOWN
THE WINTER SOLSTICE(this happens to be the band i sing in)
and BECOMING THE ARCHITYPE

@ FAT CATS THIS MONDAY
& PM 8$ BE THERE

will be touring the country together and it all starts at our beloved FAT CATS on MONDAY MAY 16. I would very much like to see you there.

if you are reading this, there's a 95% chance that im totally in love with you as my friend. thank you guys so much for always being there even when i did that one shitty thing...
seriously, i looked through the friends on this, and i can honestly say that most of you reading this mean the world to me, so if you're reading it, i mean it. thank you.

i am not allowed to speak to girls anymore. they confuse me. and still worse, i confuse them ( Read more... )