74 [Voice]

Aug 28, 2011 14:13

[There's a silence, for a long moment -- before Rei finally works up the nerve to say something. She sounds tired.]

It's getting a lot harder to keep believing everything has a purpose in this place.

[There's a long rush of air as Rei exhales.]It's almost as if the Animus don't want us here -- but if that's true, then why have I been here for ( Read more... )

break my little heart in two, missing people anonymous, this really hurts, please don't leave, friends = family, this is a good thing really, the animus aren't cool

Leave a comment

[text] knew_anyway August 28 2011, 18:58:31 UTC
Nothing has a purpose. Especially not here. Our lives are what we make of them, nothing more, nothing less.

But, you're asking the right questions. Someday, we will uncover the answers- I'm confident in this.

Reply

[video] knew_anyway August 29 2011, 21:00:27 UTC
Um...

[So awkward.]

It's a little complicated.

Reply

[video] marsfireignite August 29 2011, 21:25:29 UTC
Must've been pretty bad to tick her off.

Reply

[video] knew_anyway August 29 2011, 21:28:59 UTC
Nonsense.

She just... thought I was being presumptuous.

Reply

[video] marsfireignite August 29 2011, 21:30:42 UTC
[Eyebrow.]

What did you say?

Reply

[video] knew_anyway August 29 2011, 21:33:26 UTC
[He sighs and rests his chin on his palm.]

That with all due respect, I can't accept the fact that my presence here will not make a difference.

Reply

[video] marsfireignite August 30 2011, 04:43:10 UTC
[A soft 'hn'.]

Everyone's presence makes some sort of difference. Whether or not you're going to have a big impact is up to you, not anyone else.

But taming chaos is next to impossible.

Reply

[video] knew_anyway August 30 2011, 05:08:51 UTC
[A pause. He considers that for a moment, before replying quietly.]

In discord, there is suffering, pain. Things slip through the cracks. People fall prey to irrelevant trivialities, and there is little strategic progress. As a principle, magicians harness chaos. They restrict it, bind it, and turn it into order and obedience.

[Nathaniel thinks for a moment.]

I may not be successful. But I will do the best that I can to make this a better place for everyone to coexist in.

Reply

[video] marsfireignite August 31 2011, 01:37:46 UTC
... admirable.

[It's said genuinely.]

You and I have the same goal, then. I hope you have more luck than I have.

Reply

[video] knew_anyway August 31 2011, 02:21:06 UTC
...we can work on it together.

[He swallows hard, trying to quell the arrogance, the egotism- the lone wolf part of him which preferred the glory in doing some amazing feat alone.]

It's, as you said, a near impossible task. I'll need all the help I can get.

Reply

[video] marsfireignite August 31 2011, 02:32:09 UTC
[Rei salutes lazily.]

Better me than half of the so-called important people. Have you met the angels yet? Most of them are totally useless.

[It's an attempt to lighten the mood. He strikes her as something of a 'I take things too seriously' type.]

Reply

[video] knew_anyway August 31 2011, 04:09:03 UTC
[He doesn't get it.]

Only one. He was helpful enough.

Reply

[video] marsfireignite September 3 2011, 03:39:04 UTC
[Rei looks curious, and idly debates on asking which one was helpful -- but decides against it.]

You have a higher patience level than I do.

Reply

[video] knew_anyway September 3 2011, 04:32:31 UTC
[He laughs quietly.]

Politics.

Reply


Leave a comment

Up