just accept and don't ask why

Feb 02, 2006 20:54

there are things that i know.
there are things i want to know.
&then there are things i don't know.
&then there are things i will never know.
&then there are things i never want to know.i never want to know what it's like to hit rock bottom. i want to be able to keep myself a float before i sink to that level ( Read more... )

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n1kayla__ February 3 2006, 04:00:12 UTC
i would give anything to be able to word things
even half as good as you do. i love reading what
you write, and how it all sounds so perfect, but
mainly because everytime i read it, i find myself
always thinking "wow me too" or "thats EXACTLY how i feel".

oh, & the thing about the long sleeve shirt and washing
your face.. that happened to me like five minutes before
i read this. how strange.♥

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mark_my_word February 4 2006, 16:03:29 UTC
well as long as i am able to relate to somebody, then i have done my job.
it's nice to know someone is feeling or has felt the way you have; it makes things a little bit easier.
it is also a very comforting feeling.
and thank you very much, that means a lot. but i bet you you could word things the way you want too. all you have to do is just start from your heart and the rest follows. i don't think when i write, i just go.

haha. yea, i did it the other night too. i usually change into my pj's before i wash my face and i didn't this time &the water dripped down to my elbows with my long sleeved shirt on. it felt so gross.

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ooopppsss February 3 2006, 04:01:50 UTC
hey you, we need to get the three amigos back together again like last weekend, simply because i want to

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mark_my_word February 4 2006, 16:04:49 UTC
yea, i would really like that. i had so much fun with you guys.
i haven't felt so calm or comfortable in a while.
i'll let you know once i get my schedule for work next week.

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__infatuations February 3 2006, 04:02:45 UTC
i read that from top to bottom and it sounds like everything in my head i just can't describe in words. you, my friend, have a way with words, something i will never have and i don't think you would be kelly frechette without that amazing talent.

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mark_my_word February 4 2006, 16:08:04 UTC
sometimes i have problems trying to figure out what i am feeling. but once i start writing, it just all flows out without any thinking. &then i'll look back and be like "oh, so that's how i feel."
words are my way of easily describing how i'm feeling or what i'm going through.
personally, written words are a lot easier of an explanation then spoken words.
thank you very much. that is really sweet of you.

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your_intentions February 3 2006, 12:54:18 UTC
everyone does want to feel wanted, but were all too selfish to realize its not just us.

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mark_my_word February 4 2006, 16:11:20 UTC
i agree.
unfortunately, we are not perfect.
99% of the time, the things we dislike most are the things that we posses.
we sit here thinking "me,me,me" when in fact it's not all about us; it's about others.
&once we give to others, we give back to ourselves.
so sitting here saying "why doesn't somebody want me or blah blah" solves nothing &does not allow us to progress.

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anonymous February 7 2006, 04:26:24 UTC
so, i'm hoping this doesn't come out all goofy.

you don't know me. but i read your updates.
and i appreciate them. a lot.
it makes me realize that there is more to life than watching other people live it, and you write with so much emotion. and it makes me happy.

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mark_my_word February 8 2006, 02:21:22 UTC
that did not come out goofy in the slightest bit.
when i make my updates, i put all of me into them. i am able to express myself and my mind, therefore it helps me to understand myself better.
i really enjoy writing and putting my thoughts, feelings, and emotions down in black and white, but it takes on a whole new level when what i write affects or relates to someone else. knowing that someone takes time to even read what i write down blows me away. i feel honored. feedback, whether it be positive or negative, is always enlightening and helpful. i enjoy hearing other people's perspectives.
i think some people view emotions as a weakness, but in fact, emotions are the very core of our being. emotions are what separates us into individuals. i am very pleased that writing with my heart on my sleeve makes you happy.
i am glad that you appreciate my updates. that means more to me than i would ever be able to express. thank you for your comment. it's the little things that mean the most to me.

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