This year couldn't be more of an enigma...

I end up talking to someone that I thought I would never talk to again

yet...

I am talking to them more lately then...

Someone, at one point, I would always be able talk to...

It's both painful... and eye-opening

Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."
Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."

-Erich Fromm-

for some reason...

I am ready for a good cry..

I think I might rent "Pay It Forward" again soon...

that should do the trick...

-Mark-

It is SO hard...

not to let people you care about slip away...

You know, if God actually stopped and thought about it, I'm pretty sure he could think of something better to do with skin rather than hold your sorry ass together.

...

I have decided........

Clothing is ironic...

and not all clothing....

but certain clothing....

certain COLORED clothing....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wow...

weird day...

what more can I say?

:-/

I watched The Sound of Music...

and it was interesting to see it after so many years...

I used to love that movie so much...

the little child I used to be used to sing along to it...

Imagining what it would be like to be a part of the movie...

singing "The hills are alive, with the sound of music"

or "Do a deer, a ( Read more... )

sometimes...

it all seems worth the time and effort to live...

people are assholes

this world is so imperfect...

it just makes me want to curl up and die

leave it all behind...

the closest I can manage is curling up and crying...

but there are also those moments where it feels like all you want to do is live

times like

making my way through Capri, all alone ( Read more... )

sometimes ( Read more... )

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